Life : Andai Ku Bercinta Lagi

  Hey, guys!
          Hmm.. Lately, I kept singing this songs. I don't know why but I feel something that relate with this lyrics. It's not about 'loving' someone or falling in love or liking someone or having crush and so on. No. It's not like that. Is it something precious?? Maybe yes, maybe not. Probably it is but... I don't know. It's hard to describe.


           

Kini kau tiada senafas pun ku perlu mencuba

Kau bawa pergi sebahagian dari jiwa raga

Bersendiri hidup umpama hilang erti

Bagaimanakah meneruskan hayat ini??

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti

Tunjukkan di mana

Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka

Ku perlu pejamkan mata

Dan memaksa lafaz cinta

Dengan bayangan mu di minda

Tiada pengganti bisa hadir dan mampu menyembuh

Rawan di hati meleraikan semangatku runtuh

Bersendiri masa umpama tak beralih

Berapa lama lagi harus ku merintih?

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti

Tunjukkan di mana

Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka

Ku perlu pejamkan mata

Dan memaksa lafaz cinta

Dengan bayangan mu di minda

Malam tidak berpurnama

Fajar tiada kejora

Aku hilang di dalam gelita kalbu

Tanpa dirimu rasaku mati

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti

Tunjukkan di mana

Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka

Ku perlu pejamkan mata

Dan memaksa lafaz cinta

Dengan bayangan mu... di minda

By Mojo, luv NuNa =3

3 Jenis tidur

Apakah itu tidur Hailulah, Qoilulah dan A'ilulah ??

1- Hailulah ialah tidur selepas solat Subuh (orang yang tak bangun solat subuh juga termasuk). Hailulah menyebabkan rezeki kita terhijab dan menjadi tidak murah rezeki.

2- Qoilulah ialah tidur sekejap sebelum solat Zohor sekadar 26 minit, ianya amat bermanfaat (sumber kekuatan solat malam).

3- Ai'lulah ialah tidur selepas solat Asar, ianya mengundang penyakit pada badan dan jiwa serta perasaan gundah gulana, kecewa dan gelisah.

 

Actually, tidur sebentar sebelum azan zohor merupakan ibadah sunnah.

Imam al-Ghazali, di dalam kitab 'Ihya Ulumuddin menyatakan : 

          "Hendaklah seseorang tidak meninggalkan tidur di siang hari kerana ianya membantu ibadah di malam hari sebagaimana sahur membantu puasa di siang hari. Sebaik-baiknya ialah bangun sebelum gelincir matahari untuk solat zohor." 

Tidur Qailullah iaitu tidur singkat (sebentar) merupakan sunnah dan nikmat dari Allah S.W.T. Sekiranya kita tidur tanpa berniat, maka tidaklah mendapat balasan pahala Qailullah. 

Niat Qailullah : 

"Daku tidur sebentar kerana hendak bangun beribadah tengah malam ini,

kerana Allah taa'la."

atau

"Daku tidur sebentar dan mohon terbangun tengah malam ini kerana rasa imanku

terhadap-Mu (Allah) dan untuk mendekatkan diri dengan-Mu."

Dalam kitab 'Mishkatul Masabih' disebutkan : "Tidur sekejap pada waktu tengah hari (Qailullah) bukanlah perbuatan keji kerana Rasulullah S.A.W ada melakukannya." 

Tetapi, nilai sunnah ini akan hilang begitu sahaja jika kita bermalas-malasan dan malam harinya tidak mendirikan solat Tahajjud, berzikir, solat-solat sunat yang lain atau bertarawih di bulan Ramadhan. 

Take a rest, take a break

luv NuNa =3

Friend : Reunion-kah??

Hey guys!

          Today was so much fun even I'm still in headache about my problem. I'm laughing too much this whole day because there's too many stupid-funny things happen with my friends. Lucky, we didn't start learning any subject. Bak kata orang Melayu, ketawa banyak sangat nanti ilmu hilang. 

           I just wanna highlight one (1) moment that's really really unexpected and unplanned thing. To make it story, during the first semester a seven (7) of us create a group name NOT.NOT (bukan nama sebenar). But we didn't get along with one (1) of our member in group. I can said that many times we got misunderstanding with her especially me and my roommates because the three (3) of us staying in the same room. Actually, it's more to me. I'd felt really uncomfortable with her cause I though she didn't like being friend with me. And so many things happened before. (malas nak ungkit kisah lama). A few weeks before exam, she get out from our room because of some reasons. And she also left our group from whatsapp. 

          For the next semester, we are still in a group of seven (7) members but added a new friend. Our classmate too. She also got quarrel with her roommates and so on. (kelas kami ni memang macam2 masalah sikit. Gaduh tak habis2 [=.=] ). Just like what happening to us. We're spilted, I mean our class member spilt and make their own group but still maintain as a classmate. We didn't have a choice because our course only have one (1) class for our batch. 

          

          Walaupun kami 'bergaduh' dalam diam, dalam satu kumpulan itu pasti akan ada saja benda tak kena. Pasti. Tak berkenan dengan orang tu, tak suka orang ni. Tapi, di luar kami maintain cool. Berlagak biasa macam tak ada apa-apa masalah. Especially, kami memang selalu ada masalah dengan 'roommates'. Big and famous issues to us. Mungkin kami masih lagi tak biasa dengan orang-orang baru. Baru? Ermm.. mungkin kot. Even group ni gaduh dengan member-2 dia, group ni tak sentiasa bersama... we still connect each other. Maksudnya, macam.. kami tak memulaukan sesiapa. Kami masih ambil tahu juga hal-hal rakan sekelas. Suka tak suka, terpaksa laa sebab kami memang hanya ada satu kelas saja. 

*Macam lari topik kejap, aan =p

           

           My roommates, she's our assistant class rep this semester. So, all the notes from lecturer command us to print it she will volunteer. Of course as a roommates @ classmates I have to help her too. I'm really used doing this kind of work from secondary school so this is not a big problem to me. I'm okay with it. And I like doing it! Buat-buat kerja macam ni memang perkara biasa laa sebab aku dah berpengalaman menjadi 'Penolong Ketua Kelas' selama 4 tahun berturut-turut. 

           Nak dijadikan cerita, blok kami ada tiga aras. Bawah kira ground laa. Masa kami buat surat permohonan rakan sebilik hujung-hujung semester lepas, kami berpisah disebabkan faktor-faktor tertentu. But still we send our letter together. We did not said that we want the same block. One of us just send it together without saying anything. 

          Itu yang aku pernah posted sebelum ni, kata yang tak menyangka pun akan dapat bilik sebelah-menyebelah (posted yang lepas aku ada sebut). Masa kami mengekek ketawa tadi baru aku tersedar yang group ahli kami yang asal (masa semester 1) termasuk yang baru berada dalam satu blok yang sama. Aras saja berbeza.

What a surprised! 

           Maksudnya, gang NOT.NOT yang lama dan ahli baru berada di dalam satu blok yang sama. Cuma aras kami saja berbeza. 

           Selepas kami agihkan bahan-bahan nota yang sudah print, tinggal gang kitorang sajalah belum dapat sebab satu (1) blok saja, kan. Lagipun, ada yang keluar sebab pergi shopping dekat Ipoh sempena Port Fest apa entah. Not sure about it. Then, wassap laa personal minta datang bilik ambil bahan. Dah alang-alang aras atas dengan aras bawah saja ambil sendiri laa, kan. Itu pun makan masa juga itu mereka nak datang bilik. Ahahahaha.... 

                 Lepas seorang... seorang datang bilik. Memula itu orang bawah datang. Si F.S ni sembang-2 kejap, baru nak blah bilik sebelah masuk. Dua orang. Si N.A dengan Y.A. Si F.S tak jadi keluar... duduk balik. Kumpul kami lima (5) orang. Sembang-sembang.. gelak-gelak dengan macam-macam cerita. Ulang siaran balik apa yang dah berlaku sepanjang satu (1) minggu ni. Si N.A ni pula baru balik lepas dia 'menambah' honeymoon sendiri. Memang kami sembang kencang laa dekat situ. Ketawa sakan kuat gila. Penat aku nak ketawa. 

Aku rasa blok sebelah pun boleh dengar (+,+)

               Lama sikit tu, orang atas pula turun. Si N.F dengan N.Z. Berkurun tunggu mak cik dua (2) orang ni nak turun. Sampai pipi aku dah naik lenguh gelak dengan cerita kami. Maka, untuk kali pertama semester ini kami berkumpul ramai-ramai satu (1) kumpulan. Semua ahli NOT.NOT ada dalam satu bilik kecil itu. Lagi bertambah meriah laa jawabnya. Ahahahahahak... Dah sedap cuti sebulan tak berjumpa, memang kecoh sampai bergegar bilik tu. 

Memekak kami tengah-tengah malam, dengan open door~

                Aku dengan Si A agihkan bahan-bahan yang dah fotostat pada mereka. Lama juga kami menyembang, gelak ketawa, gosip-gosip sikit... macam-macam laa. Tak teringat aku apa benda. Banyak sangat! Orang itu cerita ini... orang itu cerita lain. Macam-macam!! Ahahahaak...! 

                A few minute later, our ex-member (in group) coming. She want to take her materials. I saw her kind of hesitate to come in. Maybe she feel like disturbing or bother our 'reunion'. Muuungggkiinnn... But we still invite her to come in. Benda dah lepas, dah lupakan dah pun. Dah dua (2) semester berlalu. Let bygone be bygone. So, lek-lek sudaaa.. When she enter, Si A.. "Okay, sekarang apa yang tak puas hati?" She said it with serious face. All of us was stunned one second. Then, bantai ketawa gila-gila!!! 

Bwaahahahahaha...!!! (>o<)* 

            Aku, Y.A dengan N.F baling bantal kepala dekat Si A ni. Memang sedap laa dia kena! N.F dua (2), tiga (3) kali dah baling bantal kepala aku dekat Si A ni. Memang kami ketawa gila laaa. Kaw-kaw!! Gila betul!!! Throwback doh situasi itu. Macam itulah keadaan kami waktu 'gaduh-2' masa semester satu (1). Siot betul minah sorang ni! Ahahaakk..!! Memang sakit pipi waktu tu ingat benda macam itu. Memang kena doh!! 

Like I said before, let bygone be bygone. Sekarang kami dah okay! (I hope). Make things last as a lesson to us. I don't want to repeat it again. NO! I don't want.. I don't like thinking it anymore. I just don't wanna stuck with that. Even it not as easy like I say and it takes time but.. yeaaa~~ You know what I mean. Come on! Just be a cool kid cause cool kid seem like easy to fit in!

*Sorry, ayat aku berterabur.. 

Mungkin ada hikmah kami semua dapat satu blok (^^)

Allah knows the best!

"Aku doakan semoga persahabatan ini akan terjaga..

..dan berharap persahabatan ini akan kekal."

#FriendshipGoals

Forgive Others and Be Friendly,

Keep Calm and Carry On

luv NuNa =3

Siapa lebih Popular? 2

          Tengku Mia want to celebrate her birthday party a few week later. She and her friends plan to invite all of Boston College student that day. Include The Glamorous Girls and The Titans. In a few weeks, their shopping together of items for that special days. Paste the poster as an easy way to invite all student in college in board. They don't want wasting times and money to make and give a card one by one for each student. 

This is Tengku Mia in the form of art

           While they are busy in preparation for the event, The Glamorous Girls busy too searching Tengku Mia big secret. They are searching all around in class also, Tengku Mia and her friends bags. Finally, they found a diaries in Tengku Mia bags. Anne was very excited with what her found! This is what she want the most. For the time being, Anne just keep in silence and wait for the best time to reveal secret. She just warning them not too close with The Titans and don't over react because only them can be the top. 

           Tengku Mia and her friends ignore Anne's warning like always. They not even scared but opponent Anne order. When the special days come, Anne was really angry and annoyed because Tengku Mia looks really nice and beautiful more than her. She looks like a princess. The birthday party was glamorous with dancing from Tengku Mia. What make her anger when unexpected appearance from The Titans. She know The Titans would never come to an ordinary and unknown event just like Tengku Mia birthday party. But, what a surprised! 

           The next day, Anne spread the big secret of Tengku Mia in a web site. And she got really quick negative response from her followers and fan page. Anne was really proud and satisfied with the feedback of that. 

              "You deserve that, ugly!" - Anne 

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             When Tengku Mia was young, she not like she now. Tengku Mia were fat, shabby and ugly. But she don't even care about her appearance. One day, when she alone at home and she was playing matchsticks. Without her knowing the fire was burnt her house and half of her body till she had to made a plastic surgery. That's why she become her now.
            She was really upset with mockery and insult from people in her college about that news was spread from web site. She doesn't know who is responsible for spreading the news. It's really humiliate her pride. She afraid her friends doesn't want to be friend with her anymore.
         Zefron, one of the The Titans member come and talk with Tengku Mia. He knew about the news but he believe there must be something that happen to Tengku Mia before. Zefron try to calm down Tengku Mia and make her comfortable and trust to tell about her past to him. And Tengku Mia did. She felt really calm after expressing everything to Zefron. Now, it's time for her tell the truth to her friends Nasha, Daniella and Elly. Tengku Mia believe in Zefron words that they will accept it and still being her friends.
           Two month already past but the news still in hot topic from student Boston College. Tengku Mia felt want to give up cause she can't stand and be patient and keep silence when people talk bad about her. Sometimes she crying alone in toilet to release her feelings.
            'Hari Keluarga Boston'. The day where a few group of students will compete each other open their booth and get high collection from their selling. Pinky Booth. Tengku Mia, her friends and Zefron cooperation together not only to sale their product but also want to make it clear about the news. Mia Mellina, Zefron's cousin. She willing to help Tengku Mia release from the bad views of people around her. Mellina who is shabby girl just like her before the tragedy happened admit that she the one on the picture, not Tengku Mia. Of course everybody at there believe with that.
              "Thank you, Mell. You helping me so much." - Tengku Mia
              "It's okay. Small matter for me." - Mellina.
              "Ehemm.. there is another person here." - Zefron
"Thanks to you too, Zefron. It would not have happened without your help." - Tengku Mia
              "Most welcome, Mia." - Zefron

              "Why don't you investigate it first?" - Marsha
              "How would I know she have a cousin that have the same name like her." - Anne
              "We failed again. And we don't get the first place in competition." - Marsha
              "I admit it, it's my fault. Can you not blame me?" - Anne
            "Stop it, girls. It's already done. We should not fight each other because of it. We are gangs. Maybe it's not our luck to win this time." - Eryn
               "Woa, this is the first time you saying a good things." - Ziera

#PTS #TeenNovel

by NuNa luv novel =3

Stay tuned....

Heeiii...

          What is going on actually? What is happening now? I don't get it. In the first week of 'learning', there's too many issue/problem/matter/question spinning in my brain. 'till I fall asleep several times because I was thinking too much. Berat kepala aku dibuatnya. Rasa macam dah kecut dah otak ni perah banyak sangat cara dan idea untuk cari jalan penyelesaian.

          Lucky, I don't have to face this problem alone. Thanks to my roommate a.k.a my classmate for helping me so much, together we were solved this problem. She is one year older than me. She is really kind and concerned about her friend. Thanks to her I don't have to worry much! We are facing the same matter so, it does not be a big problem to us. I hope she don't give up on her studying and keep going and stay strong. Before this she want to quit because she think she can't go on with this course, accounting. But we managed to change her intention of quitting studying here.

Masalah yang kami perlu tempuh, antaranya :

i- Kelas penuh. Sebenarnya, batch aku ni hanya ada 27 orang saja untuk course aku.

Satu kelas saja ada. Asalnya 27 orang tapi, dalam register ada yang 38 orang.

Aku macam... whaaaaat?!

Pelajar kelas asal yang dapat register hanya 16 ke 19 orang saja. Selebihnya orang luar.

Why is it so many people register in our class????

Takkan seramai itu yang repeat course tersebut??! Nonsense!

Nak daftar kelas lain semua dah sampai tahap maximum.

Sekarang ni hanya beberapa orang saja yang dah lepas sebab repeater pun ada yang dah keluar.

Tapi, itu laa yang sedang berlaku... (+.+)

ii- Kelas bertindih. Haaaaa~ malasnya nak fikir benda ni.

Disebabkan aku dan beberapa orang lagi ada extra 'course' jadi, kami menghadapi masalah ini.

Dah fikir macam-macam cara nak selesaikan problem yang satu ni,

Dalam masa tiga (3) hari kami fikirkan jalan penyelesaian sampai dah tak terfikir lagi dah.

Nak kena fikirkan lagi jadual lecturer,

nak kena fikir lagi jadual repeater lain,

nak kena fikir lagi bebudak kelas setuju atau tak setuju...

Huuuuuuuuhhh~~

Banyak sangat benda nak kena fikir.

          Every times we wanna change the course, we have to see and arranged which classes do not overlap. Which classes have space for us, that do not get a maximum level. We have to discuss with lecture in charge to allow us joining her class. We have to find our advisor to make an agreement and sign as a approval for verify about our problem. Feeling like I'm working with government. (=,=)''

 

itu la borang yang kami perlu isi

          I thought we could settle this problem within this week so, there's nothing else we have to think. Unfortunately, our coordinator busy (do not in here) for three (3) days. We like it or not we have to bring this problem next week. 

"Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusan mereka yang menghadapi masalah ini..

sesungguhnya, hanya kepada Engkau mereka bergantung

dan hanya Engkau kami memohon.."

*Now, I don't have a time to read my novel and re-write the story line in here.. =\ 

Pray for NuNa and her friends =3

Starting today...

Hey, guys!

           Finally, my sem-break met to the end. Sunday, my parents sent me back to my second-home. The place where I collect the moment and knowledge as a student a.k.a 'Mahasiswi' also as a teenage young girl. The place where I know the meaning of friendship, trustworthy, hard-working, being honest, consciousness, responsibility, popularity, importance/arrangement of time, being open minded, haters, shammers, betrayals, knowledge, sporting-girl, being 'somebody', tiredness, laziness, loneliness, 'masquerade', extreme pressure, lack of management, lack of manners, playing around, stupid-sarcastic joke, 'mockingjay', sport games, people behaviour, being swagger, in love (maybe), happiness and many more. 

           This is my third (3) semester in Diploma Accountancy Information System. Waaaa.. I'm baaaacckkkk!! Eheemm.. It's not too late to say, 

WELCOME HOME!

          So, here I am at my new hostel and new room. For the last two (2) semester I got a room that had (4) members. But, not for this time. We're being spilted into two (2) because of some reasons and maybe it's the best for us. Not that we're 'hating' each other or anything. We still keep in touch and were having a good relationship (I hope). And what a joke! Our room is just next door...!!! 

       Ahahak... rasa macam sama saja duduk sebilik cuma kali ini terpisah dengan dinding. Dan tambahan lawaknya, roommate aku dengan roommate bilik sebelah masih lagi tak balik sini. Aiyoyo~ katanya ada hal dan alaaa, baru minggu pertama. Relaks-relaks dulu... ahahak! 

*Student memang camni.. 

          Untuk hari pertama (isnin) aku memang tak pergi kelas. Bukan malas.. (buat muka baik), badan aku rasa lenguh-lenguh. Rasa macam baru lepas angkat tiga kotak air naik tangga. Tak pun baru lepas push-up 100 kali non-stop untuk kali pertama. Camtu laaa.. rasa lenguhnya badan aku. Itu pun baru satu malam aku tidur katil member, dah rasa lenguh semacam. Roommate sebelah tidur seorang, aku pun sama... so, dah alang-alang menumpang laa sekejap. Aku rasa tilam budak itu terbalik kot sebab base tilam tu rasa lembut pulak (=.=)''
        Lagipun, sistem pendaftaran course ada masalah sikit. (ceeehh, alasan..) So, aku yang tak daftar satu pun (teruk perangai) mulalah nak resah gelisah (skema sikit) tak dapat nak daftar sebab kelas dah penuh. Kelas sendiri pula tu... (+.+) sebabnya ramai repeaters sem atas daftar masuk kelas aku. Sodeeeehhh~
          Hari ni baru aku start masuk kelas dan hanya dua (2) kelas saja belajar. Lagi satu (1) kelas patutnya sir itu memang nak ajar, nak habiskan chapter pertama (1) sebab next week sir tak dapat hadir kelas. Aku tak ingat sebabnya, meeting la kot. Hokhokhok! Takkan dating pulak kan? *jongket2 kening* lawak hambaaarr~

          Ada lagi tiga (3) ke empat (4) course yang aku masih tak dapat nak daftar tapi, alhamdulillah.. lecturer tu masih mempertimbangkan untuk beri kebenaran pada aku masuk kelas dia. (^^)' Thank you, lecturer!! Silap aku, mengada-ngada tak nak daftar awal sebab fikir tak nak masuk kelas untuk first week ni. Hokhokhook. Sekali kau! Haaa.. hamik! Tak boleh daftar kelas terus, kuangkuangkuang~ Nak buat nakal berpada-pada, nak menipu jangan sesekali. (^o^) Aku tak tau apa kaitannya. Hokhokhok...

          I hope I did not have a problem to register my course within this first week because it will bother my mood to study and that's the worst feeling I want to keep away. Away! And I don't want enter other classes of other course because of some reason. Dah laa, course yang aku ambil ni hanya satu kelas saja untuk batch aku. Sem dua (2), tiga (3) kelas dan sem satu (1), satu (1) kelas saja. Hmm.. hampeh!

luv NuNa =3