Life : Andai Ku Bercinta Lagi

  Hey, guys!
          Hmm.. Lately, I kept singing this songs. I don't know why but I feel something that relate with this lyrics. It's not about 'loving' someone or falling in love or liking someone or having crush and so on. No. It's not like that. Is it something precious?? Maybe yes, maybe not. Probably it is but... I don't know. It's hard to describe.


           

Kini kau tiada senafas pun ku perlu mencuba

Kau bawa pergi sebahagian dari jiwa raga

Bersendiri hidup umpama hilang erti

Bagaimanakah meneruskan hayat ini??

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti

Tunjukkan di mana

Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka

Ku perlu pejamkan mata

Dan memaksa lafaz cinta

Dengan bayangan mu di minda

Tiada pengganti bisa hadir dan mampu menyembuh

Rawan di hati meleraikan semangatku runtuh

Bersendiri masa umpama tak beralih

Berapa lama lagi harus ku merintih?

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti

Tunjukkan di mana

Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka

Ku perlu pejamkan mata

Dan memaksa lafaz cinta

Dengan bayangan mu di minda

Malam tidak berpurnama

Fajar tiada kejora

Aku hilang di dalam gelita kalbu

Tanpa dirimu rasaku mati

Andai ku bercinta lagi suatu hari nanti

Tunjukkan di mana

Ruang hati untuknya yang masih belum kau huni

Apabila tiba waktu bersemuka

Ku perlu pejamkan mata

Dan memaksa lafaz cinta

Dengan bayangan mu... di minda

By Mojo, luv NuNa =3

3 Jenis tidur

Apakah itu tidur Hailulah, Qoilulah dan A'ilulah ??

1- Hailulah ialah tidur selepas solat Subuh (orang yang tak bangun solat subuh juga termasuk). Hailulah menyebabkan rezeki kita terhijab dan menjadi tidak murah rezeki.

2- Qoilulah ialah tidur sekejap sebelum solat Zohor sekadar 26 minit, ianya amat bermanfaat (sumber kekuatan solat malam).

3- Ai'lulah ialah tidur selepas solat Asar, ianya mengundang penyakit pada badan dan jiwa serta perasaan gundah gulana, kecewa dan gelisah.

 

Actually, tidur sebentar sebelum azan zohor merupakan ibadah sunnah.

Imam al-Ghazali, di dalam kitab 'Ihya Ulumuddin menyatakan : 

          "Hendaklah seseorang tidak meninggalkan tidur di siang hari kerana ianya membantu ibadah di malam hari sebagaimana sahur membantu puasa di siang hari. Sebaik-baiknya ialah bangun sebelum gelincir matahari untuk solat zohor." 

Tidur Qailullah iaitu tidur singkat (sebentar) merupakan sunnah dan nikmat dari Allah S.W.T. Sekiranya kita tidur tanpa berniat, maka tidaklah mendapat balasan pahala Qailullah. 

Niat Qailullah : 

"Daku tidur sebentar kerana hendak bangun beribadah tengah malam ini,

kerana Allah taa'la."

atau

"Daku tidur sebentar dan mohon terbangun tengah malam ini kerana rasa imanku

terhadap-Mu (Allah) dan untuk mendekatkan diri dengan-Mu."

Dalam kitab 'Mishkatul Masabih' disebutkan : "Tidur sekejap pada waktu tengah hari (Qailullah) bukanlah perbuatan keji kerana Rasulullah S.A.W ada melakukannya." 

Tetapi, nilai sunnah ini akan hilang begitu sahaja jika kita bermalas-malasan dan malam harinya tidak mendirikan solat Tahajjud, berzikir, solat-solat sunat yang lain atau bertarawih di bulan Ramadhan. 

Take a rest, take a break

luv NuNa =3

Friend : Reunion-kah??

Hey guys!

          Today was so much fun even I'm still in headache about my problem. I'm laughing too much this whole day because there's too many stupid-funny things happen with my friends. Lucky, we didn't start learning any subject. Bak kata orang Melayu, ketawa banyak sangat nanti ilmu hilang. 

           I just wanna highlight one (1) moment that's really really unexpected and unplanned thing. To make it story, during the first semester a seven (7) of us create a group name NOT.NOT (bukan nama sebenar). But we didn't get along with one (1) of our member in group. I can said that many times we got misunderstanding with her especially me and my roommates because the three (3) of us staying in the same room. Actually, it's more to me. I'd felt really uncomfortable with her cause I though she didn't like being friend with me. And so many things happened before. (malas nak ungkit kisah lama). A few weeks before exam, she get out from our room because of some reasons. And she also left our group from whatsapp. 

          For the next semester, we are still in a group of seven (7) members but added a new friend. Our classmate too. She also got quarrel with her roommates and so on. (kelas kami ni memang macam2 masalah sikit. Gaduh tak habis2 [=.=] ). Just like what happening to us. We're spilted, I mean our class member spilt and make their own group but still maintain as a classmate. We didn't have a choice because our course only have one (1) class for our batch. 

          

          Walaupun kami 'bergaduh' dalam diam, dalam satu kumpulan itu pasti akan ada saja benda tak kena. Pasti. Tak berkenan dengan orang tu, tak suka orang ni. Tapi, di luar kami maintain cool. Berlagak biasa macam tak ada apa-apa masalah. Especially, kami memang selalu ada masalah dengan 'roommates'. Big and famous issues to us. Mungkin kami masih lagi tak biasa dengan orang-orang baru. Baru? Ermm.. mungkin kot. Even group ni gaduh dengan member-2 dia, group ni tak sentiasa bersama... we still connect each other. Maksudnya, macam.. kami tak memulaukan sesiapa. Kami masih ambil tahu juga hal-hal rakan sekelas. Suka tak suka, terpaksa laa sebab kami memang hanya ada satu kelas saja. 

*Macam lari topik kejap, aan =p

           

           My roommates, she's our assistant class rep this semester. So, all the notes from lecturer command us to print it she will volunteer. Of course as a roommates @ classmates I have to help her too. I'm really used doing this kind of work from secondary school so this is not a big problem to me. I'm okay with it. And I like doing it! Buat-buat kerja macam ni memang perkara biasa laa sebab aku dah berpengalaman menjadi 'Penolong Ketua Kelas' selama 4 tahun berturut-turut. 

           Nak dijadikan cerita, blok kami ada tiga aras. Bawah kira ground laa. Masa kami buat surat permohonan rakan sebilik hujung-hujung semester lepas, kami berpisah disebabkan faktor-faktor tertentu. But still we send our letter together. We did not said that we want the same block. One of us just send it together without saying anything. 

          Itu yang aku pernah posted sebelum ni, kata yang tak menyangka pun akan dapat bilik sebelah-menyebelah (posted yang lepas aku ada sebut). Masa kami mengekek ketawa tadi baru aku tersedar yang group ahli kami yang asal (masa semester 1) termasuk yang baru berada dalam satu blok yang sama. Aras saja berbeza.

What a surprised! 

           Maksudnya, gang NOT.NOT yang lama dan ahli baru berada di dalam satu blok yang sama. Cuma aras kami saja berbeza. 

           Selepas kami agihkan bahan-bahan nota yang sudah print, tinggal gang kitorang sajalah belum dapat sebab satu (1) blok saja, kan. Lagipun, ada yang keluar sebab pergi shopping dekat Ipoh sempena Port Fest apa entah. Not sure about it. Then, wassap laa personal minta datang bilik ambil bahan. Dah alang-alang aras atas dengan aras bawah saja ambil sendiri laa, kan. Itu pun makan masa juga itu mereka nak datang bilik. Ahahahaha.... 

                 Lepas seorang... seorang datang bilik. Memula itu orang bawah datang. Si F.S ni sembang-2 kejap, baru nak blah bilik sebelah masuk. Dua orang. Si N.A dengan Y.A. Si F.S tak jadi keluar... duduk balik. Kumpul kami lima (5) orang. Sembang-sembang.. gelak-gelak dengan macam-macam cerita. Ulang siaran balik apa yang dah berlaku sepanjang satu (1) minggu ni. Si N.A ni pula baru balik lepas dia 'menambah' honeymoon sendiri. Memang kami sembang kencang laa dekat situ. Ketawa sakan kuat gila. Penat aku nak ketawa. 

Aku rasa blok sebelah pun boleh dengar (+,+)

               Lama sikit tu, orang atas pula turun. Si N.F dengan N.Z. Berkurun tunggu mak cik dua (2) orang ni nak turun. Sampai pipi aku dah naik lenguh gelak dengan cerita kami. Maka, untuk kali pertama semester ini kami berkumpul ramai-ramai satu (1) kumpulan. Semua ahli NOT.NOT ada dalam satu bilik kecil itu. Lagi bertambah meriah laa jawabnya. Ahahahahahak... Dah sedap cuti sebulan tak berjumpa, memang kecoh sampai bergegar bilik tu. 

Memekak kami tengah-tengah malam, dengan open door~

                Aku dengan Si A agihkan bahan-bahan yang dah fotostat pada mereka. Lama juga kami menyembang, gelak ketawa, gosip-gosip sikit... macam-macam laa. Tak teringat aku apa benda. Banyak sangat! Orang itu cerita ini... orang itu cerita lain. Macam-macam!! Ahahahaak...! 

                A few minute later, our ex-member (in group) coming. She want to take her materials. I saw her kind of hesitate to come in. Maybe she feel like disturbing or bother our 'reunion'. Muuungggkiinnn... But we still invite her to come in. Benda dah lepas, dah lupakan dah pun. Dah dua (2) semester berlalu. Let bygone be bygone. So, lek-lek sudaaa.. When she enter, Si A.. "Okay, sekarang apa yang tak puas hati?" She said it with serious face. All of us was stunned one second. Then, bantai ketawa gila-gila!!! 

Bwaahahahahaha...!!! (>o<)* 

            Aku, Y.A dengan N.F baling bantal kepala dekat Si A ni. Memang sedap laa dia kena! N.F dua (2), tiga (3) kali dah baling bantal kepala aku dekat Si A ni. Memang kami ketawa gila laaa. Kaw-kaw!! Gila betul!!! Throwback doh situasi itu. Macam itulah keadaan kami waktu 'gaduh-2' masa semester satu (1). Siot betul minah sorang ni! Ahahaakk..!! Memang sakit pipi waktu tu ingat benda macam itu. Memang kena doh!! 

Like I said before, let bygone be bygone. Sekarang kami dah okay! (I hope). Make things last as a lesson to us. I don't want to repeat it again. NO! I don't want.. I don't like thinking it anymore. I just don't wanna stuck with that. Even it not as easy like I say and it takes time but.. yeaaa~~ You know what I mean. Come on! Just be a cool kid cause cool kid seem like easy to fit in!

*Sorry, ayat aku berterabur.. 

Mungkin ada hikmah kami semua dapat satu blok (^^)

Allah knows the best!

"Aku doakan semoga persahabatan ini akan terjaga..

..dan berharap persahabatan ini akan kekal."

#FriendshipGoals

Forgive Others and Be Friendly,

Keep Calm and Carry On

luv NuNa =3

Siapa lebih Popular? 2

          Tengku Mia want to celebrate her birthday party a few week later. She and her friends plan to invite all of Boston College student that day. Include The Glamorous Girls and The Titans. In a few weeks, their shopping together of items for that special days. Paste the poster as an easy way to invite all student in college in board. They don't want wasting times and money to make and give a card one by one for each student. 

This is Tengku Mia in the form of art

           While they are busy in preparation for the event, The Glamorous Girls busy too searching Tengku Mia big secret. They are searching all around in class also, Tengku Mia and her friends bags. Finally, they found a diaries in Tengku Mia bags. Anne was very excited with what her found! This is what she want the most. For the time being, Anne just keep in silence and wait for the best time to reveal secret. She just warning them not too close with The Titans and don't over react because only them can be the top. 

           Tengku Mia and her friends ignore Anne's warning like always. They not even scared but opponent Anne order. When the special days come, Anne was really angry and annoyed because Tengku Mia looks really nice and beautiful more than her. She looks like a princess. The birthday party was glamorous with dancing from Tengku Mia. What make her anger when unexpected appearance from The Titans. She know The Titans would never come to an ordinary and unknown event just like Tengku Mia birthday party. But, what a surprised! 

           The next day, Anne spread the big secret of Tengku Mia in a web site. And she got really quick negative response from her followers and fan page. Anne was really proud and satisfied with the feedback of that. 

              "You deserve that, ugly!" - Anne 

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             When Tengku Mia was young, she not like she now. Tengku Mia were fat, shabby and ugly. But she don't even care about her appearance. One day, when she alone at home and she was playing matchsticks. Without her knowing the fire was burnt her house and half of her body till she had to made a plastic surgery. That's why she become her now.
            She was really upset with mockery and insult from people in her college about that news was spread from web site. She doesn't know who is responsible for spreading the news. It's really humiliate her pride. She afraid her friends doesn't want to be friend with her anymore.
         Zefron, one of the The Titans member come and talk with Tengku Mia. He knew about the news but he believe there must be something that happen to Tengku Mia before. Zefron try to calm down Tengku Mia and make her comfortable and trust to tell about her past to him. And Tengku Mia did. She felt really calm after expressing everything to Zefron. Now, it's time for her tell the truth to her friends Nasha, Daniella and Elly. Tengku Mia believe in Zefron words that they will accept it and still being her friends.
           Two month already past but the news still in hot topic from student Boston College. Tengku Mia felt want to give up cause she can't stand and be patient and keep silence when people talk bad about her. Sometimes she crying alone in toilet to release her feelings.
            'Hari Keluarga Boston'. The day where a few group of students will compete each other open their booth and get high collection from their selling. Pinky Booth. Tengku Mia, her friends and Zefron cooperation together not only to sale their product but also want to make it clear about the news. Mia Mellina, Zefron's cousin. She willing to help Tengku Mia release from the bad views of people around her. Mellina who is shabby girl just like her before the tragedy happened admit that she the one on the picture, not Tengku Mia. Of course everybody at there believe with that.
              "Thank you, Mell. You helping me so much." - Tengku Mia
              "It's okay. Small matter for me." - Mellina.
              "Ehemm.. there is another person here." - Zefron
"Thanks to you too, Zefron. It would not have happened without your help." - Tengku Mia
              "Most welcome, Mia." - Zefron

              "Why don't you investigate it first?" - Marsha
              "How would I know she have a cousin that have the same name like her." - Anne
              "We failed again. And we don't get the first place in competition." - Marsha
              "I admit it, it's my fault. Can you not blame me?" - Anne
            "Stop it, girls. It's already done. We should not fight each other because of it. We are gangs. Maybe it's not our luck to win this time." - Eryn
               "Woa, this is the first time you saying a good things." - Ziera

#PTS #TeenNovel

by NuNa luv novel =3

Stay tuned....

Heeiii...

          What is going on actually? What is happening now? I don't get it. In the first week of 'learning', there's too many issue/problem/matter/question spinning in my brain. 'till I fall asleep several times because I was thinking too much. Berat kepala aku dibuatnya. Rasa macam dah kecut dah otak ni perah banyak sangat cara dan idea untuk cari jalan penyelesaian.

          Lucky, I don't have to face this problem alone. Thanks to my roommate a.k.a my classmate for helping me so much, together we were solved this problem. She is one year older than me. She is really kind and concerned about her friend. Thanks to her I don't have to worry much! We are facing the same matter so, it does not be a big problem to us. I hope she don't give up on her studying and keep going and stay strong. Before this she want to quit because she think she can't go on with this course, accounting. But we managed to change her intention of quitting studying here.

Masalah yang kami perlu tempuh, antaranya :

i- Kelas penuh. Sebenarnya, batch aku ni hanya ada 27 orang saja untuk course aku.

Satu kelas saja ada. Asalnya 27 orang tapi, dalam register ada yang 38 orang.

Aku macam... whaaaaat?!

Pelajar kelas asal yang dapat register hanya 16 ke 19 orang saja. Selebihnya orang luar.

Why is it so many people register in our class????

Takkan seramai itu yang repeat course tersebut??! Nonsense!

Nak daftar kelas lain semua dah sampai tahap maximum.

Sekarang ni hanya beberapa orang saja yang dah lepas sebab repeater pun ada yang dah keluar.

Tapi, itu laa yang sedang berlaku... (+.+)

ii- Kelas bertindih. Haaaaa~ malasnya nak fikir benda ni.

Disebabkan aku dan beberapa orang lagi ada extra 'course' jadi, kami menghadapi masalah ini.

Dah fikir macam-macam cara nak selesaikan problem yang satu ni,

Dalam masa tiga (3) hari kami fikirkan jalan penyelesaian sampai dah tak terfikir lagi dah.

Nak kena fikirkan lagi jadual lecturer,

nak kena fikir lagi jadual repeater lain,

nak kena fikir lagi bebudak kelas setuju atau tak setuju...

Huuuuuuuuhhh~~

Banyak sangat benda nak kena fikir.

          Every times we wanna change the course, we have to see and arranged which classes do not overlap. Which classes have space for us, that do not get a maximum level. We have to discuss with lecture in charge to allow us joining her class. We have to find our advisor to make an agreement and sign as a approval for verify about our problem. Feeling like I'm working with government. (=,=)''

 

itu la borang yang kami perlu isi

          I thought we could settle this problem within this week so, there's nothing else we have to think. Unfortunately, our coordinator busy (do not in here) for three (3) days. We like it or not we have to bring this problem next week. 

"Ya Allah, Kau permudahkanlah urusan mereka yang menghadapi masalah ini..

sesungguhnya, hanya kepada Engkau mereka bergantung

dan hanya Engkau kami memohon.."

*Now, I don't have a time to read my novel and re-write the story line in here.. =\ 

Pray for NuNa and her friends =3

Starting today...

Hey, guys!

           Finally, my sem-break met to the end. Sunday, my parents sent me back to my second-home. The place where I collect the moment and knowledge as a student a.k.a 'Mahasiswi' also as a teenage young girl. The place where I know the meaning of friendship, trustworthy, hard-working, being honest, consciousness, responsibility, popularity, importance/arrangement of time, being open minded, haters, shammers, betrayals, knowledge, sporting-girl, being 'somebody', tiredness, laziness, loneliness, 'masquerade', extreme pressure, lack of management, lack of manners, playing around, stupid-sarcastic joke, 'mockingjay', sport games, people behaviour, being swagger, in love (maybe), happiness and many more. 

           This is my third (3) semester in Diploma Accountancy Information System. Waaaa.. I'm baaaacckkkk!! Eheemm.. It's not too late to say, 

WELCOME HOME!

          So, here I am at my new hostel and new room. For the last two (2) semester I got a room that had (4) members. But, not for this time. We're being spilted into two (2) because of some reasons and maybe it's the best for us. Not that we're 'hating' each other or anything. We still keep in touch and were having a good relationship (I hope). And what a joke! Our room is just next door...!!! 

       Ahahak... rasa macam sama saja duduk sebilik cuma kali ini terpisah dengan dinding. Dan tambahan lawaknya, roommate aku dengan roommate bilik sebelah masih lagi tak balik sini. Aiyoyo~ katanya ada hal dan alaaa, baru minggu pertama. Relaks-relaks dulu... ahahak! 

*Student memang camni.. 

          Untuk hari pertama (isnin) aku memang tak pergi kelas. Bukan malas.. (buat muka baik), badan aku rasa lenguh-lenguh. Rasa macam baru lepas angkat tiga kotak air naik tangga. Tak pun baru lepas push-up 100 kali non-stop untuk kali pertama. Camtu laaa.. rasa lenguhnya badan aku. Itu pun baru satu malam aku tidur katil member, dah rasa lenguh semacam. Roommate sebelah tidur seorang, aku pun sama... so, dah alang-alang menumpang laa sekejap. Aku rasa tilam budak itu terbalik kot sebab base tilam tu rasa lembut pulak (=.=)''
        Lagipun, sistem pendaftaran course ada masalah sikit. (ceeehh, alasan..) So, aku yang tak daftar satu pun (teruk perangai) mulalah nak resah gelisah (skema sikit) tak dapat nak daftar sebab kelas dah penuh. Kelas sendiri pula tu... (+.+) sebabnya ramai repeaters sem atas daftar masuk kelas aku. Sodeeeehhh~
          Hari ni baru aku start masuk kelas dan hanya dua (2) kelas saja belajar. Lagi satu (1) kelas patutnya sir itu memang nak ajar, nak habiskan chapter pertama (1) sebab next week sir tak dapat hadir kelas. Aku tak ingat sebabnya, meeting la kot. Hokhokhok! Takkan dating pulak kan? *jongket2 kening* lawak hambaaarr~

          Ada lagi tiga (3) ke empat (4) course yang aku masih tak dapat nak daftar tapi, alhamdulillah.. lecturer tu masih mempertimbangkan untuk beri kebenaran pada aku masuk kelas dia. (^^)' Thank you, lecturer!! Silap aku, mengada-ngada tak nak daftar awal sebab fikir tak nak masuk kelas untuk first week ni. Hokhokhook. Sekali kau! Haaa.. hamik! Tak boleh daftar kelas terus, kuangkuangkuang~ Nak buat nakal berpada-pada, nak menipu jangan sesekali. (^o^) Aku tak tau apa kaitannya. Hokhokhok...

          I hope I did not have a problem to register my course within this first week because it will bother my mood to study and that's the worst feeling I want to keep away. Away! And I don't want enter other classes of other course because of some reason. Dah laa, course yang aku ambil ni hanya satu kelas saja untuk batch aku. Sem dua (2), tiga (3) kelas dan sem satu (1), satu (1) kelas saja. Hmm.. hampeh!

luv NuNa =3

Why I'm writing in English?

Why I'm writing in English??

I'm bad in english. I'm bad in writing. I'm bad in grammar, vocab, eng-rules and many more.
So, why do I have to write in english so badly??

sedangkan, aku boleh saja menulis dalam bahasa mudah.

Bahasa Melayu.

Bahasa aku sendiri.

Bahasa tanah tumpahnya darahku.

Tak perlu aku nak susah-susah pening kepala fikir...

... "Perkataan 'sesuatu' kalau translate jadi apa?"

*usha kamus. belek-belek*

"Oh, 'something'."

Jadi, kenapa aku perlu menulis dalam Bahasa Inggeris??

          Actually, English language is One of the most important language around the world. English language can connect us with foreign country like America, United Kingdom, Australia, London, Europe, and many more. It is also can connect us with other language by other people like France, Arabic, Singapore, Japan and others and make it easy way to convey a piece of information. 

          Dalam Malaysia, Bahasa Inggeris merupakan bahasa kedua. Dan aku sekarang ni memegang status sebagai seorang mahasiswi di satu universiti sudah pastinya harus mempelajari Bahasa Inggeris. Aku suka atau tak, aku nak atau tak.. aku tak boleh lari dalam mempelajari ilmu bahasa tersebut. Lagipun, bahasa itu juga agak mudah jika kita tidak 'menghafal' setiap peraturan bahasa tersebut dan make it flow smoothly. 

           Memandangkan semester akan datang ini course code ELC 230 adalah Writing, aku nak biasakan tangan dan fikiran aku dalam penulisan Bahasa Inggeris. Aku tahu post-post aku sebelum ni pun bukan bagus sangat grammar aku. Eheheaahak... berterabur, kan? Kan..?? Budak sekolah rendah baca mesti kena gelak punya laa. Kaw-kaw! Kompem!! Budak sekarang, kaann.. yang baru usia tiga (3) tahun dah terer dah speaking-in-London. Kalah teruk aku! (>o<) kohkohkoh.. 

Dua (2) benda saja aku nak ingatkan... 

-Jangan nak pandang jelik pada orang Melayu yang 'Speaking'

Ikut suka mulut dia laa nak cakap bahasa owang putih ke owang Thai ke owang Cina ke... Nape? Dengki lee tuuww sebab awok tak gheti nak 'speaking', kan? kan?? Ngaku je laa

I pun speaking ke laut~~

-Jangan nak berlagak.. hidung tinggi time you all 'speaking'

oooo.. mentang-mentang laa lidah mu dah sebati 'ngan bahasa owang putih,

Cakap Melayu sikit, ada slang.. sengau-sengau barat,

Hidup dan gaya pun nak tukar ikut cara barat. Lol!

Perlu ke?? (+.+) rasanyaaa...

Tak perlu.. (kot). Jangan overdose sangat dengan bahasa asing tu...

...sampai kita dah tak kenal 'Melayu' dalam diri kita...

...sampaikan ada yang terpaksa 'Melayu-kan' kita semula

JANGAN!

JANGAN SESEKALI!!

Jangan hapuskan Melayu dalam diri kita!

Jangan pupuskan bangsa Melayu!

Sayangi Jiwa Melayu..!!

Haaa-lamak!.. dah macam dalam bicara forum.. kohkohkoh!

*Cam lari tajuk je* (=.=)''

Maafkan saya, kalo dah menulis tu memang suka nak over

ehemm..

Aku pun boleh dikatakan termasuk juga dalam golongan 'I-love-english'

Cuma.. tu laa.. 'English' dengan aku memang tak pernah nak perfect pun

Jarang laa nak ngam bersama.. never jointly very well.. 

Even I like it much.. Still, there must be something wrong with it... 

Apa-apa pun, semoga aku dapat meningkatkan lagi penulisan dalam

Bahasa Inggeris

At least, I don't have a problem with spelling (^^)''

Hope so..

First pic of my hand-writing..
You can see something is wrong there (+.+) duuhh~

Don't give up & Keep Writing,

by NuNa, luv blogspot

Siapa Lebih Popular? (1)

Title : Siapa Lebih Popular?

By : Nurul Zahidah

          This story is about a group of students who want to be most powerful and glamorous in college. The Glamorous Girls, consist of teenage girls of high and popular background. They are Annerina a.k.a Anne, Marsha, Eryn and Ziera. Anne is the leader and her father his a successful businessman and well-known to the international level. With that, she also got a name and where captured and famous to the media to make her as a model in magazine. 

             For the first day in college after a long break, in hall of the assembly a new student accidently bump into her shoulder. She were mad but don't want to ruin her images in front of 'newbie'. So she just throw her bag near that student shoes and give orders to take her bag bring it with arrogance face and posing. Unexpected, with boldly, newbie disobeying her order. Anne was very shock. This is the first time people against her order. 

             Tengku Mia. She is a single daughter of Tengku Marina and Tengku Hariz. Her mother is an American people. Before this she were stay at London and Japan for a few years since she was small. This year her family start moving to Malaysia. 

              For her first day in college, she already met with 'annoying' moment. She really hate people who arrogant, annoying, 'perasan bagus' and 'Gila Glamor'. Their think they are the prettier and powerful girl in college. So immature! In class, she was introduce with nice and ordinary people. They are Nasha, Elly and Daniella. Nasha, the girl in suspicious images with black up from head to toe. But she like reading a book. Elly has a child images because she always tied her hair. Daniella known as 'Kepoh' because she know all gossips in college. 

                Even her friends style is a little bit weird and too much different from her friend at London, but they seem trustworthy.
          Tengku Mia, she was famous too in college because of her kindness and soft attitude. Everyone seem like being friend with her. She also pretty and have sweet smile. Her friend also admire her because she the only want who brave to fight back and disobey The Glamorous Girls. 

              "They have no right to make that place private just for them." - Tengku Mia

              "We all student pay fees to same amount. It's not fair." - Elly

         "I had enough for ignore and follow their orders. It's time for me to change." - Nasha 

              "I guess you're right. They don't have a right to made their own rules." - Daniella 

              "Just ignore them. Their not gonna eat us. They're human too." - Tengku Mia 

              And every time The Glamorous Girls came out and shout to them because they're against her and fight back, Tengku Mia and her gangs now is not afraid to face the powerful people. Anne feels really challenged and angry with the newbie, Tengku Mia. Everything seem not right and chaos since her appearance. 

               "We have to do something. That newbie had gone too far." - Anne 

               "I hate her very much! She and her gangs really annoying." - Eryn 

               "They all no good to compete with us, the top and powerful girls." - Ziera 

               "They're just 'Diva Kampung'. What they can do? Disgusting!" - Marsha 

               "We need to revenge after what they've done. We all being humiliated!" - Anne 

               "I don't want to be shame with them." - Marsha 

               "We have to protect and defend our position.. as The Glamorous!" - Eryn 

               "So, what's your planning?" - Ziera 

               "Find her big secret. Something that she doesn't want people to know." - Anne 

to be continue... #PTS, luv novel, NuNa

Life : Dia Untukku

Hey, guys!
           Now, I'm testing to post an audio mp3 to my blog post. It really hard and take time to find the best and easy one. I'm using 'Soundcloud' suggestion from youtube and work. It so easy and really simple make one. Also you can find your favorite artist music soundtrack in there. Sure they share all their music to public.

So, let's enjoy my playlist while read this news.

          This song was sang from Singaporean artist, Adi Putra. He is a singer and actor. He's knowing as 'Ady Putra' or 'Adi Putra' in Malaysian and were famous among the male artist. He already married with Zuhaida Yusof and have one daughter, three (3) years old. I don't know much about his personal life. Too many gossip about him and his wife status saying their 'divorce' or something like that. Also about their daughter, actually not his biological child. Some rumors talk about his relationship with female artis. I don't know what the truth and I don't want to write about it. I'm afraid it's not true and made a big misunderstanding. So, you can find it yourself to check out his news. 

- Saya doakan rumah tangga awak dilindungi dan diberkati Allah! -

*So, don't confuse if you see two spelling by his name. 

He was born in 26 February 1981. (34 years old in 2015).

His real name is Mohamed Hadi Putera.

His one of my favorite artist in Malaysia!

          First time I saw him in TV, when he played the character in 'Akukah tanggang' and 'Mat Jenin'. That time he looks young and still fresh in acting. And first song I heard is 'Kelahiran'. His voices is really gentle. After that, I following his actor in drama. There's too many film, telefilm and drama series I want to list down here. Apa kata awak google saja nanti? Hehehek.. 

Here, I help you! Click this link to check out all the list :-

https://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ady_Putra

This link for you to hear songs 'Kelahiran' :-
https://youtu.be/z4PNih7E8L0 

My favorite film by him :- Aku Terima Nikahnya (2012) 

                                       - KL Gangster 2 (2013) 

                                       - Suami Aku Ustaz (2015) 

My favorite drama by him :- Akukah Tanggang (2008)

                                          - Sehangat Asmara (2013) 

                                          - Cinta Qaseh (2013)
                                          - Tentang Dhia (2011) 

Cerekarama/Telefilm :- 3 Hari Menanti Mati (2015) 

                                    - Ijab dan Qabul (2013) 

                                    - Maharku Untukmu (2012) 

For me : 

  

He is : smart, good-looking, charisma, gentle, macho.. right?

And I like to see he could partner with Nora Danish. They both looks sweet together.

Their are the BEST PARTNER ARTIST EVER!!

I REALLY LOVE BOTH OF THEM..

But, it doesn't mean I want they to get married or affair or anything.

Just love to see they acting together.

LOVE ADI PUTRA and NORA DANISH!

by Ady Putra, Luv NuNa

Short Story 3

Title : I'm done, right??

By : Me

          Today, 22 November 2015... it's been one year after the last day I left everything behind. The day I decide myself to end.. everything. We are not in relationship. We are not in love each other. Not like we were friends or co-worker. 

Our status is... N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

          I know, I'm nobody to him. He doesn't know any single thing about me. He doesn't know my name. He doesn't know my existence. I'm no one to him. 

BUT...

          

          I know him. I saw... the one my heart choose. I feel... the one my heart love. Even he does not aware about me nor my feeling towards him... still... my precious feeling growing bigger day by day. I kept asking myself, why it has to be him? WHY?! 

How can I love him this much???

It's so unfair!

Why I have this feeling towards him? Why I have to fallen for someone stranger?? Why? Why, heart? Why you choose him? You disappoint me, heart~ You know, he will not accept your feeling. You know, it is impossible to get him. You know it! But why, heart? Why you keep 'self-feeling' for someone did not even care about you? You deserve get someone better and appreciate your feeling. Why must be him...?? 

All this time, I kept telling my heart :

"I'd already move on." 

"I've forget him. Completely."

"Time to moving on."

"I'm not upset anymore."

CAN I BELIEVE IT??

          Is it true? Did I really forget him or.. is it just me saying, 'I already forget him'. I admit, sometimes I'd getting nervous and goosebump each time I tell my friends about him. Okay, I admit! And there is also time I feeling 'sheepish' my own when I imagine about him. 

I HATE IT..!!

            After all, it just only one year. So... erm.. it's not something serious if I still remembering him or.. feel like that, right? Right...?

 

You know what the meaning of 'Black Rose'? - Farewell, death

- In Revenge (drama series), it's mean 'Dying Love'.
- In Phantom of The Opera, it symbol for 'Extreme' & 'Undying Love'
- In Vampire Diaries it was for 'Black Magic'.

*If you sent Black Rose to someone, mean its end of relationship. And if you get this, you know what it means. (But, don't jump into your own conclusion without explanation from him/her)

One-side love story,

sincerely, NuNa

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (end)

       

         Raisya. She's come back for revenge. She was to recapture what she was supposed to be right. She is willing to do anything even if she had to drop her own dignity. While Alex many times insulting, cursing and throwing herself away, Raisya would not give up! She doesn't even care what Alex think about her as long she get what she want. 

          Alex decide to run away with Umi Zafwa for a while abroad. He felt very stuffy and disturbed by the unexpected appearance of a former lover's insane. Unfortunately, to wherever he goes that crazy women will appeared and make a mess. 

       Umi Zafwa. Even she say she believe in Alex's love and word still she feel very upset and annoyed with ex-lover's Alex. But she would not giving up to protect her right. Alex belongs to her. Forever. No one can take Alex away from her. She will grasp and believe in her husband's word. She will no doubt her husband royalty and promises. She believes Alex only love her. Only her. 

          Until one day, the truth began to unfold. The secret that he kept it all this times silent. Only his dog, Kevin and his ex-lover, Raisya know it. Fatin is back from oversea. 

          "My daughter, mama miss you. Fatin." 

          "Papa, what is this? Who is she?" 

          "Abang, how could you tell a lie about me to my own daughter!" 

          "Papa, you told me mama is already dead. I visit her grave every year." 

          Fatin is actually late Katherina's baby. She was born a week before Katherina were killed. And Bonda the one who take a good care of Fatin and make her be a better person while Alex do nothing. Every time Alex saw her daughter it would remind about Katherina and his past. He felt pressure with it. 

          "Her name is Fatin Iman. While, Raisya.. Fatin Raisya..." 

    "Jason promise me! He promise to watch over my daughter. He could not lie to me!" 

          "Fatin is my daughter! Fatin, not Raisya!!" 

         "Umi, I'm so sorry. That's why I don't want to tell you about this. But believes me, I didn't mean it to be this way. I'm truly love you, dear." 

======================================================================

          It's already been a year. 

          Umi Zafwa decided to run away from her husband. She can't take it anymore. The truth about her husband and her own daughter had a very bitter pill to swallow. How can she accept what just happened? She so upset. She very disappoint all her sacrifices to him. 

          All this time Jason take care of Umi Zafwa. They were met before in a rainy day the day she was escape from house. She doesn't need a hand from Jason. That guy had a lot of help all this time. Enough for her to add a burden of her friend. But Jason very stubbornly. He was sorry for her fate. Maybe all this would not to be happened if he does not fall to money. He want to protect Umi Zafwa. He want to repay all his wrong to her. 

          "Umi, you could see this." 

          One day, Umi Zafwa saw a newspaper. She can't believe of what she saw. Raymond, friend she believe is actually the one that killed Katherina. 

         "Why you do this, Raymond?" 

         "You don't know. All this time I always love you. I can't take it to see Alex playing around with you. I don't want you to suffer. But, now I relief. Both of you finally happy together." 

         "You don't have to do that." 

         "Umi, there is something you should know." 

         "What?" 

         "About your daughter." 

=====================================================================

         "I need your explanation!" - Umi

         "There is nothing I have to explain." - Alex

         "No. Why don't you tell me Raisya is not my daughter?" - Umi

         "Until the last night we've met, I've never mention Raisya is your daughter. You make your own conclusion. But, it's my fault too let it be like that." - Alex

         "If you tell me the truth, I will stick besides you. I.. I will not leave..." - Umi

         "Our beloved daughter... she's already dead when she was in six years. She is very strong girl of being able to survive with the disease for several years. She's very strong, just like you." - Alex

        "I don't want to hurt you anymore. I don't want you depressed. You already sacrifices many thing and anything to protect your baby. I'm afraid to show her to you. It's all my fault." - Alex

           "Thanks for your clearing." - Umi 

          "Umi, I'm terribly sorry. I felt very upset because I failed to keep your trust to me. I really love our daughter even though I still hate you that time. One night before she's gone, she met me in my dream. She want me to promise to protect you and love you." - Alex

          "But you still not fulfill our daughter's promise." - Umi 

          "You already have a wife and two kids." - Umi 

          "That women is not my wife. She's a guardian in here. And two kids is actually orphans. They stay at here. You can see board up there." 

           'Yayasan Umi Zafwa'. Alex now work as a teacher and built one hostel for orphans. He totally changed after Umi leaves the house that night. He want to be a good person and want to redeem the sins of his past. 

          "Tak ada pandangan yang paling cantik, yang paling indah buat seorang suami selain wajah isterinya..." - Alex 

            "Boleh tak saya nak pulangkan semula pemandangan yang paling indah tu?" - Umi Zafwa 

            And now, Alex and Umi Zafwa get back together and create a memorable wedding. They live happily together. Harapanku, semoga ketabahan juga kesabaran itu nanti akan menyambut jasadku ke syurga-Mu kelak... aminn.. - Umi Zafwa - 

Tadaaaa...! This is the original novel I've read.

          You can buy it at MPH for RM28. I don't know if this novel still unsold because I bought it last year, (2014). When I'm still working a few month before I apply to UiTM. I just re-read this and sharing it to you. Because this story-line is very challenging. You never expect what 'Heroin' going through for the first time you read this novel. 

          Hehehk.. But you can buying online if you want to. I hope you enjoy the synopsis I wrote it before. Sorry about my bad english. 

By Imi Hafimi, #Penulisan2u, luv NuNa =3

Life : Lullaby (cover)

Zdravstvuyte (Ukrainian term ; Здравствуйте) (mean - Hello)


          

          Hey, visitors. Long time I did not posted anything in my blog. Miss my writing? Ahahah.. just kidding. Don't want to wasting my time cause I can't wait to show you guys this video. Okay, this time I wanna share with you about talented. I know you guys sure ever hear about TV show, X-Factor, right? In that show there is sooooo many talented people with incredible and amazing performance of hidden talent for them to show. This is one of them.

          For the first time I watch her video of her first audition, I was soooo amazed and 'Wow!' with her magical and magnificent voices. Her voices is like an 'angel'! Her name is Aida Nikolaychuk, was born on 3 March 1982. She was thirty (30) years old in 2012. So it's been four years ago. Aida from Ukrainian and have her audition in Ukraine. I don't know where's Ukraine in World map but I think it is erm.. besides Russian. Wait, I upload the map.

Here it is, the map!

          I searched her detail in wikipedia said she actually participated in second season of X-Factor Online on 2011. Judges though she was being augmented by a 'phonogram' in her musical. Then, she sing a song a capella. When her video get reached a record views, she winning a weekly winner of X-Factor Online. In 2012, she got invited to do performance in Moscow and Berlin. And she also participating in third season of X-Factor. Of course, she's the winner on that season.

click the link down here to see her first audition :- 

https://youtu.be/hmvB0Tdmx18

Click this link to watch on her Final in 3rd season of X-Factor :-
https://youtu.be/eiOu1cQH4X8

Listen to her single album title 'We're under one heaven' :-
https://youtu.be/XM7aSgthmWs
*sorry can't find the lyric version

This is Aida first MV (maybe) :-
https://youtu.be/4U97Tp8ZLU8
*I can't find the title in Eng.

          The video that I'd share to you guys is her Live Performance last year, I think. She sang a song title 'Lullaby' by Polina Gagarina. Never heard the song also the artist. She changed a lot, right? Yea, that what will happened once you got a title 'singer'. I'm not telling that the bad side. It's good. She's still pretty but I like the old her. What can we do? 'Time changes, so do people'.

-I hope you enjoy her great performance and magical voices.
-Sorry if my info had a mistakes.

Nadobranich (Ukrainian term ; Надобраніч) (mean - Good Night)
By Aida Nikolaychuk, Nite from NuNa =3

Life : River Flows In You (Yiruma sing)

Annyeonghaseyo, (Korean term ; 안녕하세요 ) (mean - Hello)

          I know and very sure everyone knows one of The Greatest Pianist and Composer from South Korea, Asian.. Yiruma ( 이루마 - Lee ru-ma ). Here I'd found his performance live not even he was playing the piano, also sang the lyric version. I love this songs and I knew 'River Flows in You' also the most popular one among in the list. This video were uploaded on February 19, 2011. It was almost five years ago.
         A little brief about him. He was married with Son Hye Im on 27 May, 2007. Their have a daughter, Loanna was born on the same years. He started active in 2001 and released first album 'First Love' and on this album is 'River Flows in You'. Until now his album still in the top. And more importantly, his age now thirty-seven (37) but still look young, right? Ahahaha.. Don't misunderstood by his appearance because he's not a 'new-age artist'. He was born on 15 Feb, 1978.
         I've wrote the lyric down there so you can understand the meaning behind the soft, touched, deep and calm music. This was in 'Classical' music.


          



Korean lyrics:

Neoreul wihan gili hana ittdamyeon,
geugeon jigeum baro neo ane isseo,
geureohkedo gyeondyeonaelsu ittdamyeon,
geugose neoeui modeun geol mat gyeo bwa,

holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
cheoncheonhi deo cheoncheonhi nae mamsoge gangeun heuleugo,
holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
gidarim geu gidarim ggeuteneun naega isseulgga,

neol hyanghan nae mameul deo shimgo shipeo,
eonjena naega neol neuggilsu ittge,
geureohkedo gyeondyeonaelsu ittdamyeon,
geugose neoeui modeun geol mat gyeo bwa,

holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
cheoncheonhi deo cheoncheonhi nae mamsoge gangeun heuleugo,
holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
gidarim geu gidarim ggeuteneun naega isseulgga


English translation:

If there is a road made just for you
That road is right there in your heart
If you can, endure it through
Then put all of your soul into trusting it

Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Slowly more slowly... There is a river flowing inside me
Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Waiting the waiting.. Will I be there then?

I want to throw my heart to you
So that I can always feel you
If you can, hold onto it just a bit longer
Then try to put all your heart into it

Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Slowly more slowly... There is a river flowing inside me
Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Waiting the waiting... Will I be there then?


*I was copying and pasting the lyric because I was too lazy to write. I'm so sleepy right now (+.+) Have a nice dream and bu-bye~

 

Yiruma (right, seat) was collaborated with Henry Lau (left, stand) one of the Super Junior M's member on 2015, 'River Flows in You'. 

You can click on this link ---> https://youtu.be/wR_nfACHXw4  to watch it.

I guarantee it was awesome and great! Daebak!!

#LuvPiano #Classic #River #RelaxingNite

by Yiruma, luv NuNa

Life : Cinta Dalam Hati

Hola-Hola!! (Spanish term)


          

Here again, I wanna share this another sweet songs with you. This time we're gonna enjoy Indonesia's song, 'Cinta Dalam Hati'.
          If you guys remember, it's a ost from 'Mutiara' sinetron, TV9. Indonesia's drama starring actor by Dhea Anisa and Abe Surya Akbar. 'Mutiara' is a story about twin sisters 'Mutia' and 'Tiara'. Mutia is a kind and soft girl but she was ill. Difference from Tiara, who's tomboy, active and cheerful. I don't want to talk much about this drama. You can watch it on internet, of course! ahaha.. Oh, and one more things. I just knew this drama is adaptation of Japanese manga, 'Popcorn'.
          I think this one also suit for the story-line I've wrote about Umi Zafwa and Alex's life. Here you go, their 'feeling' in the song...

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

Mengagumi tanpa dicintai

Tak mengapa bagiku, asal kau pun bahagia dalam hidupmu

dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu

Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

Tak mengapa bagiku, mencintaimu pun adalah bahagia untuk ku

bahagia untuk ku

Ku ingin kau tahu

Diriku di sini menanti dirimu

Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktu ku

Dan berharap rasa inikan abadi untuk selamanya

Dan izinkan aku

Memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

Untuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

*music*

by Ungu, luv NuNa =3

Life : Sad Song

     
Hey, guys!

               


Let's feel each byte of the song, title 'Sad Song'. I like to share it with you because I love the way they're make it. Its look cute and sweet with the writing on the paper. And it remind me when I was in school, doing our exercise from whiteboard, finished our homework that teachers command you at home, doodling in the notebook when you were bored in assembly, jot down the note when teachers give you a hint what topic will come out in the exam. It's kind of cute moment back then.
          I miss my old school and the moment there. 😃😆 And I miss my teachers that always babbling everytimes when they're coming in class. Even it's not your fault. Malay people say, 'Sebab nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga'. Because of one person, we all in class have to hear it on. We were playing when PJ's time. We're drawing, scratching and painting on paper, canvas, banners and many more. I used to painted on wall with my friends at 'astaka' where all student gathered on Annual Sports. Eheheh.. That was one of my best memories.
         How your school?? Hope you also enjoyed the moment where we can't get it back.

#throwback #OldSchool

By We The Kings ft. Elena Coats, luv NuNa

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (6)

 
          Qhalida a.k.a Umi Zafwa take Alex to her old home where there is in village. Alex really hate to stay in old and small house like Malay people say, 'Sekangkang kera'. It's five times different than his bigger and luxurious house before. Qhalida really missed her stepmother and father so much. She proud to see her precious family again but not in her real identity. She have to wait until the nice time comes to appear.
         Every day Alex and Mak Yam, her stepmother arguing due to Alex's manner such as picky with all the things in the house even it's just a small matter it would become a war between them and rudeness toward her husband, Umi's father. Many times Mak Yam want to chased that stupid, useless, cruel and rude son-in-law. She was really upset after what has Alex done to her only daughter, Umi Zafwa and regret for having such a bad manner husband. She relieved Qhalida was here too. She's remind her to Umi. Only Qhalida can shut the loudness of them.
         Like what she say before, she willing to do anything for her husband. She replace a job where her stepmother working at doctor's house, Dr. Marwan as a babysit for half day. Though her stepmother not really in good condition. When Qhalida was not around, Alex feel lonely because no one he can 'bullying'. Occasionally, Mak Yam was intention to humiliate Alex by praise Dr. Marwan about his good manner, careers, responsible, loving single father (because his wife already dead and has one daughter) and she really hope Dr. Marwan will in marriage with Qhalida.
         Alex feel challenged by the words Mak Yam said. He realize he cannot live without Qhalida. Qhalida the only one left in his life. No one able to sacrifices as Qhalida do to him. Alex believes Qhalida never leaves him alone by himself. Alex's feel really jealous to Dr. Marwan. He don't want that doctor stole the only one he have.
          "I want you to stop working here. Right now!"
          "What are you doing? This is the only our income."
          "I just don't like you working here!"
          "Auntie Qhalida, don't leave me. You should stay with us."
          "Shut up, girl. She never stay in that house because she is my wife. Not your dead mother."
          "Don't you ever curse my late wife!" Punch!
          After that embarrassing incident, Qhalida quiet. She didn't want to talk with Alex. When Alex ask her to go buy him Nasi Lemak, she follow. On her walk to the stall, she met her friend, Pieka. She never knew that was the last time their were met. Pieka was accident when she pretend to be 'Qhalida' and bringing the Nasi Lemak back home on Qhalida's request because she just want to approve about her husband's feeling.
           "She's not Qhalida. She's my friend that disguised as me."
           "You're not Qhalida Prove it to me. Take of your purdah!"
           "Now, satisfied?"
           "You're not Qhalida but Umi Zafwa!"
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            Alex know Qhalida is actually her wife, Umi Zafwa from she become his maid even she cover her face with purdah every times. He know it. He knew because only his wife would do anything and everything for him. Only his wife able to sacrifices her own life to be with useless man and cruel husband. Only his wife willing to do all his stupid orders. He knew it. But...
          His egoist don't want to admit that he's wife. He too ashamed with all his sin and terrible and ruthless treatment to her before this, decades ago. He's afraid to face the reality. Lucky, him. Umi Zafwa accept him back with a big heart and open mind. Alex so lucky to have a kind and innocent wife like her. Alex was crying over and over to Umi Zafwa about their past. What all he has done before were too humiliate. Alex really regret about it.
         "I'm terribly sorry after what I've done to you, Umi. I'm so sorry."
          Alex promise to himself not to hurt Umi Zafwa anymore. He want to protect her all he might. He want to redeem all his guilty by achieve and get all his belonging and property that was dragged. He swear to get it back, for Umi Zafwa. He want his wife to be happy, healthy and wealthy. She don't want her to suffer and felt trauma at their house. He promise to pure it all his love. Even he had to give his beloved dog, Kevin that always stay besides him after the accident.
         "I do this because all I want is you. Only you, dear. I don't want anything."
         "I just want to stay by your side and hugs you tight."
         Mak Yam also didn't believe after saying Alex's kindness. He change so suddenly. If he become more worse maybe Mak Yam would believe. Alex apologize to his parents-in-law and the only parents he has in this world after his late parents. He promise to make sure their got enough expenses and good treatment to his father-in-law.
         As Raisya 'promise' before, she's come back. That's was because she don't have 'sponsors' anymore. And her friend told that Alex got back his company and were being bullish. That's why she want to take back her right.
        "Sayang, sayang percayakan abang, kan? Abang hanya sayang seorang." - Alex
        "Tak ada sebab untuk Umi meragui cinta abang." - Umi Zafwa

to be continued... #Penulisan2u, nite from NuNa