Short Story 3

Title : I'm done, right??

By : Me

          Today, 22 November 2015... it's been one year after the last day I left everything behind. The day I decide myself to end.. everything. We are not in relationship. We are not in love each other. Not like we were friends or co-worker. 

Our status is... N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

          I know, I'm nobody to him. He doesn't know any single thing about me. He doesn't know my name. He doesn't know my existence. I'm no one to him. 

BUT...

          

          I know him. I saw... the one my heart choose. I feel... the one my heart love. Even he does not aware about me nor my feeling towards him... still... my precious feeling growing bigger day by day. I kept asking myself, why it has to be him? WHY?! 

How can I love him this much???

It's so unfair!

Why I have this feeling towards him? Why I have to fallen for someone stranger?? Why? Why, heart? Why you choose him? You disappoint me, heart~ You know, he will not accept your feeling. You know, it is impossible to get him. You know it! But why, heart? Why you keep 'self-feeling' for someone did not even care about you? You deserve get someone better and appreciate your feeling. Why must be him...?? 

All this time, I kept telling my heart :

"I'd already move on." 

"I've forget him. Completely."

"Time to moving on."

"I'm not upset anymore."

CAN I BELIEVE IT??

          Is it true? Did I really forget him or.. is it just me saying, 'I already forget him'. I admit, sometimes I'd getting nervous and goosebump each time I tell my friends about him. Okay, I admit! And there is also time I feeling 'sheepish' my own when I imagine about him. 

I HATE IT..!!

            After all, it just only one year. So... erm.. it's not something serious if I still remembering him or.. feel like that, right? Right...?

 

You know what the meaning of 'Black Rose'? - Farewell, death

- In Revenge (drama series), it's mean 'Dying Love'.
- In Phantom of The Opera, it symbol for 'Extreme' & 'Undying Love'
- In Vampire Diaries it was for 'Black Magic'.

*If you sent Black Rose to someone, mean its end of relationship. And if you get this, you know what it means. (But, don't jump into your own conclusion without explanation from him/her)

One-side love story,

sincerely, NuNa