Why I'm writing in English?

Why I'm writing in English??

I'm bad in english. I'm bad in writing. I'm bad in grammar, vocab, eng-rules and many more.
So, why do I have to write in english so badly??

sedangkan, aku boleh saja menulis dalam bahasa mudah.

Bahasa Melayu.

Bahasa aku sendiri.

Bahasa tanah tumpahnya darahku.

Tak perlu aku nak susah-susah pening kepala fikir...

... "Perkataan 'sesuatu' kalau translate jadi apa?"

*usha kamus. belek-belek*

"Oh, 'something'."

Jadi, kenapa aku perlu menulis dalam Bahasa Inggeris??

          Actually, English language is One of the most important language around the world. English language can connect us with foreign country like America, United Kingdom, Australia, London, Europe, and many more. It is also can connect us with other language by other people like France, Arabic, Singapore, Japan and others and make it easy way to convey a piece of information. 

          Dalam Malaysia, Bahasa Inggeris merupakan bahasa kedua. Dan aku sekarang ni memegang status sebagai seorang mahasiswi di satu universiti sudah pastinya harus mempelajari Bahasa Inggeris. Aku suka atau tak, aku nak atau tak.. aku tak boleh lari dalam mempelajari ilmu bahasa tersebut. Lagipun, bahasa itu juga agak mudah jika kita tidak 'menghafal' setiap peraturan bahasa tersebut dan make it flow smoothly. 

           Memandangkan semester akan datang ini course code ELC 230 adalah Writing, aku nak biasakan tangan dan fikiran aku dalam penulisan Bahasa Inggeris. Aku tahu post-post aku sebelum ni pun bukan bagus sangat grammar aku. Eheheaahak... berterabur, kan? Kan..?? Budak sekolah rendah baca mesti kena gelak punya laa. Kaw-kaw! Kompem!! Budak sekarang, kaann.. yang baru usia tiga (3) tahun dah terer dah speaking-in-London. Kalah teruk aku! (>o<) kohkohkoh.. 

Dua (2) benda saja aku nak ingatkan... 

-Jangan nak pandang jelik pada orang Melayu yang 'Speaking'

Ikut suka mulut dia laa nak cakap bahasa owang putih ke owang Thai ke owang Cina ke... Nape? Dengki lee tuuww sebab awok tak gheti nak 'speaking', kan? kan?? Ngaku je laa

I pun speaking ke laut~~

-Jangan nak berlagak.. hidung tinggi time you all 'speaking'

oooo.. mentang-mentang laa lidah mu dah sebati 'ngan bahasa owang putih,

Cakap Melayu sikit, ada slang.. sengau-sengau barat,

Hidup dan gaya pun nak tukar ikut cara barat. Lol!

Perlu ke?? (+.+) rasanyaaa...

Tak perlu.. (kot). Jangan overdose sangat dengan bahasa asing tu...

...sampai kita dah tak kenal 'Melayu' dalam diri kita...

...sampaikan ada yang terpaksa 'Melayu-kan' kita semula

JANGAN!

JANGAN SESEKALI!!

Jangan hapuskan Melayu dalam diri kita!

Jangan pupuskan bangsa Melayu!

Sayangi Jiwa Melayu..!!

Haaa-lamak!.. dah macam dalam bicara forum.. kohkohkoh!

*Cam lari tajuk je* (=.=)''

Maafkan saya, kalo dah menulis tu memang suka nak over

ehemm..

Aku pun boleh dikatakan termasuk juga dalam golongan 'I-love-english'

Cuma.. tu laa.. 'English' dengan aku memang tak pernah nak perfect pun

Jarang laa nak ngam bersama.. never jointly very well.. 

Even I like it much.. Still, there must be something wrong with it... 

Apa-apa pun, semoga aku dapat meningkatkan lagi penulisan dalam

Bahasa Inggeris

At least, I don't have a problem with spelling (^^)''

Hope so..

First pic of my hand-writing..
You can see something is wrong there (+.+) duuhh~

Don't give up & Keep Writing,

by NuNa, luv blogspot

Siapa Lebih Popular? (1)

Title : Siapa Lebih Popular?

By : Nurul Zahidah

          This story is about a group of students who want to be most powerful and glamorous in college. The Glamorous Girls, consist of teenage girls of high and popular background. They are Annerina a.k.a Anne, Marsha, Eryn and Ziera. Anne is the leader and her father his a successful businessman and well-known to the international level. With that, she also got a name and where captured and famous to the media to make her as a model in magazine. 

             For the first day in college after a long break, in hall of the assembly a new student accidently bump into her shoulder. She were mad but don't want to ruin her images in front of 'newbie'. So she just throw her bag near that student shoes and give orders to take her bag bring it with arrogance face and posing. Unexpected, with boldly, newbie disobeying her order. Anne was very shock. This is the first time people against her order. 

             Tengku Mia. She is a single daughter of Tengku Marina and Tengku Hariz. Her mother is an American people. Before this she were stay at London and Japan for a few years since she was small. This year her family start moving to Malaysia. 

              For her first day in college, she already met with 'annoying' moment. She really hate people who arrogant, annoying, 'perasan bagus' and 'Gila Glamor'. Their think they are the prettier and powerful girl in college. So immature! In class, she was introduce with nice and ordinary people. They are Nasha, Elly and Daniella. Nasha, the girl in suspicious images with black up from head to toe. But she like reading a book. Elly has a child images because she always tied her hair. Daniella known as 'Kepoh' because she know all gossips in college. 

                Even her friends style is a little bit weird and too much different from her friend at London, but they seem trustworthy.
          Tengku Mia, she was famous too in college because of her kindness and soft attitude. Everyone seem like being friend with her. She also pretty and have sweet smile. Her friend also admire her because she the only want who brave to fight back and disobey The Glamorous Girls. 

              "They have no right to make that place private just for them." - Tengku Mia

              "We all student pay fees to same amount. It's not fair." - Elly

         "I had enough for ignore and follow their orders. It's time for me to change." - Nasha 

              "I guess you're right. They don't have a right to made their own rules." - Daniella 

              "Just ignore them. Their not gonna eat us. They're human too." - Tengku Mia 

              And every time The Glamorous Girls came out and shout to them because they're against her and fight back, Tengku Mia and her gangs now is not afraid to face the powerful people. Anne feels really challenged and angry with the newbie, Tengku Mia. Everything seem not right and chaos since her appearance. 

               "We have to do something. That newbie had gone too far." - Anne 

               "I hate her very much! She and her gangs really annoying." - Eryn 

               "They all no good to compete with us, the top and powerful girls." - Ziera 

               "They're just 'Diva Kampung'. What they can do? Disgusting!" - Marsha 

               "We need to revenge after what they've done. We all being humiliated!" - Anne 

               "I don't want to be shame with them." - Marsha 

               "We have to protect and defend our position.. as The Glamorous!" - Eryn 

               "So, what's your planning?" - Ziera 

               "Find her big secret. Something that she doesn't want people to know." - Anne 

to be continue... #PTS, luv novel, NuNa

Life : Dia Untukku

Hey, guys!
           Now, I'm testing to post an audio mp3 to my blog post. It really hard and take time to find the best and easy one. I'm using 'Soundcloud' suggestion from youtube and work. It so easy and really simple make one. Also you can find your favorite artist music soundtrack in there. Sure they share all their music to public.

So, let's enjoy my playlist while read this news.

          This song was sang from Singaporean artist, Adi Putra. He is a singer and actor. He's knowing as 'Ady Putra' or 'Adi Putra' in Malaysian and were famous among the male artist. He already married with Zuhaida Yusof and have one daughter, three (3) years old. I don't know much about his personal life. Too many gossip about him and his wife status saying their 'divorce' or something like that. Also about their daughter, actually not his biological child. Some rumors talk about his relationship with female artis. I don't know what the truth and I don't want to write about it. I'm afraid it's not true and made a big misunderstanding. So, you can find it yourself to check out his news. 

- Saya doakan rumah tangga awak dilindungi dan diberkati Allah! -

*So, don't confuse if you see two spelling by his name. 

He was born in 26 February 1981. (34 years old in 2015).

His real name is Mohamed Hadi Putera.

His one of my favorite artist in Malaysia!

          First time I saw him in TV, when he played the character in 'Akukah tanggang' and 'Mat Jenin'. That time he looks young and still fresh in acting. And first song I heard is 'Kelahiran'. His voices is really gentle. After that, I following his actor in drama. There's too many film, telefilm and drama series I want to list down here. Apa kata awak google saja nanti? Hehehek.. 

Here, I help you! Click this link to check out all the list :-

https://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ady_Putra

This link for you to hear songs 'Kelahiran' :-
https://youtu.be/z4PNih7E8L0 

My favorite film by him :- Aku Terima Nikahnya (2012) 

                                       - KL Gangster 2 (2013) 

                                       - Suami Aku Ustaz (2015) 

My favorite drama by him :- Akukah Tanggang (2008)

                                          - Sehangat Asmara (2013) 

                                          - Cinta Qaseh (2013)
                                          - Tentang Dhia (2011) 

Cerekarama/Telefilm :- 3 Hari Menanti Mati (2015) 

                                    - Ijab dan Qabul (2013) 

                                    - Maharku Untukmu (2012) 

For me : 

  

He is : smart, good-looking, charisma, gentle, macho.. right?

And I like to see he could partner with Nora Danish. They both looks sweet together.

Their are the BEST PARTNER ARTIST EVER!!

I REALLY LOVE BOTH OF THEM..

But, it doesn't mean I want they to get married or affair or anything.

Just love to see they acting together.

LOVE ADI PUTRA and NORA DANISH!

by Ady Putra, Luv NuNa

Short Story 3

Title : I'm done, right??

By : Me

          Today, 22 November 2015... it's been one year after the last day I left everything behind. The day I decide myself to end.. everything. We are not in relationship. We are not in love each other. Not like we were friends or co-worker. 

Our status is... N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

          I know, I'm nobody to him. He doesn't know any single thing about me. He doesn't know my name. He doesn't know my existence. I'm no one to him. 

BUT...

          

          I know him. I saw... the one my heart choose. I feel... the one my heart love. Even he does not aware about me nor my feeling towards him... still... my precious feeling growing bigger day by day. I kept asking myself, why it has to be him? WHY?! 

How can I love him this much???

It's so unfair!

Why I have this feeling towards him? Why I have to fallen for someone stranger?? Why? Why, heart? Why you choose him? You disappoint me, heart~ You know, he will not accept your feeling. You know, it is impossible to get him. You know it! But why, heart? Why you keep 'self-feeling' for someone did not even care about you? You deserve get someone better and appreciate your feeling. Why must be him...?? 

All this time, I kept telling my heart :

"I'd already move on." 

"I've forget him. Completely."

"Time to moving on."

"I'm not upset anymore."

CAN I BELIEVE IT??

          Is it true? Did I really forget him or.. is it just me saying, 'I already forget him'. I admit, sometimes I'd getting nervous and goosebump each time I tell my friends about him. Okay, I admit! And there is also time I feeling 'sheepish' my own when I imagine about him. 

I HATE IT..!!

            After all, it just only one year. So... erm.. it's not something serious if I still remembering him or.. feel like that, right? Right...?

 

You know what the meaning of 'Black Rose'? - Farewell, death

- In Revenge (drama series), it's mean 'Dying Love'.
- In Phantom of The Opera, it symbol for 'Extreme' & 'Undying Love'
- In Vampire Diaries it was for 'Black Magic'.

*If you sent Black Rose to someone, mean its end of relationship. And if you get this, you know what it means. (But, don't jump into your own conclusion without explanation from him/her)

One-side love story,

sincerely, NuNa

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (end)

       

         Raisya. She's come back for revenge. She was to recapture what she was supposed to be right. She is willing to do anything even if she had to drop her own dignity. While Alex many times insulting, cursing and throwing herself away, Raisya would not give up! She doesn't even care what Alex think about her as long she get what she want. 

          Alex decide to run away with Umi Zafwa for a while abroad. He felt very stuffy and disturbed by the unexpected appearance of a former lover's insane. Unfortunately, to wherever he goes that crazy women will appeared and make a mess. 

       Umi Zafwa. Even she say she believe in Alex's love and word still she feel very upset and annoyed with ex-lover's Alex. But she would not giving up to protect her right. Alex belongs to her. Forever. No one can take Alex away from her. She will grasp and believe in her husband's word. She will no doubt her husband royalty and promises. She believes Alex only love her. Only her. 

          Until one day, the truth began to unfold. The secret that he kept it all this times silent. Only his dog, Kevin and his ex-lover, Raisya know it. Fatin is back from oversea. 

          "My daughter, mama miss you. Fatin." 

          "Papa, what is this? Who is she?" 

          "Abang, how could you tell a lie about me to my own daughter!" 

          "Papa, you told me mama is already dead. I visit her grave every year." 

          Fatin is actually late Katherina's baby. She was born a week before Katherina were killed. And Bonda the one who take a good care of Fatin and make her be a better person while Alex do nothing. Every time Alex saw her daughter it would remind about Katherina and his past. He felt pressure with it. 

          "Her name is Fatin Iman. While, Raisya.. Fatin Raisya..." 

    "Jason promise me! He promise to watch over my daughter. He could not lie to me!" 

          "Fatin is my daughter! Fatin, not Raisya!!" 

         "Umi, I'm so sorry. That's why I don't want to tell you about this. But believes me, I didn't mean it to be this way. I'm truly love you, dear." 

======================================================================

          It's already been a year. 

          Umi Zafwa decided to run away from her husband. She can't take it anymore. The truth about her husband and her own daughter had a very bitter pill to swallow. How can she accept what just happened? She so upset. She very disappoint all her sacrifices to him. 

          All this time Jason take care of Umi Zafwa. They were met before in a rainy day the day she was escape from house. She doesn't need a hand from Jason. That guy had a lot of help all this time. Enough for her to add a burden of her friend. But Jason very stubbornly. He was sorry for her fate. Maybe all this would not to be happened if he does not fall to money. He want to protect Umi Zafwa. He want to repay all his wrong to her. 

          "Umi, you could see this." 

          One day, Umi Zafwa saw a newspaper. She can't believe of what she saw. Raymond, friend she believe is actually the one that killed Katherina. 

         "Why you do this, Raymond?" 

         "You don't know. All this time I always love you. I can't take it to see Alex playing around with you. I don't want you to suffer. But, now I relief. Both of you finally happy together." 

         "You don't have to do that." 

         "Umi, there is something you should know." 

         "What?" 

         "About your daughter." 

=====================================================================

         "I need your explanation!" - Umi

         "There is nothing I have to explain." - Alex

         "No. Why don't you tell me Raisya is not my daughter?" - Umi

         "Until the last night we've met, I've never mention Raisya is your daughter. You make your own conclusion. But, it's my fault too let it be like that." - Alex

         "If you tell me the truth, I will stick besides you. I.. I will not leave..." - Umi

         "Our beloved daughter... she's already dead when she was in six years. She is very strong girl of being able to survive with the disease for several years. She's very strong, just like you." - Alex

        "I don't want to hurt you anymore. I don't want you depressed. You already sacrifices many thing and anything to protect your baby. I'm afraid to show her to you. It's all my fault." - Alex

           "Thanks for your clearing." - Umi 

          "Umi, I'm terribly sorry. I felt very upset because I failed to keep your trust to me. I really love our daughter even though I still hate you that time. One night before she's gone, she met me in my dream. She want me to promise to protect you and love you." - Alex

          "But you still not fulfill our daughter's promise." - Umi 

          "You already have a wife and two kids." - Umi 

          "That women is not my wife. She's a guardian in here. And two kids is actually orphans. They stay at here. You can see board up there." 

           'Yayasan Umi Zafwa'. Alex now work as a teacher and built one hostel for orphans. He totally changed after Umi leaves the house that night. He want to be a good person and want to redeem the sins of his past. 

          "Tak ada pandangan yang paling cantik, yang paling indah buat seorang suami selain wajah isterinya..." - Alex 

            "Boleh tak saya nak pulangkan semula pemandangan yang paling indah tu?" - Umi Zafwa 

            And now, Alex and Umi Zafwa get back together and create a memorable wedding. They live happily together. Harapanku, semoga ketabahan juga kesabaran itu nanti akan menyambut jasadku ke syurga-Mu kelak... aminn.. - Umi Zafwa - 

Tadaaaa...! This is the original novel I've read.

          You can buy it at MPH for RM28. I don't know if this novel still unsold because I bought it last year, (2014). When I'm still working a few month before I apply to UiTM. I just re-read this and sharing it to you. Because this story-line is very challenging. You never expect what 'Heroin' going through for the first time you read this novel. 

          Hehehk.. But you can buying online if you want to. I hope you enjoy the synopsis I wrote it before. Sorry about my bad english. 

By Imi Hafimi, #Penulisan2u, luv NuNa =3

Life : Lullaby (cover)

Zdravstvuyte (Ukrainian term ; Здравствуйте) (mean - Hello)


          

          Hey, visitors. Long time I did not posted anything in my blog. Miss my writing? Ahahah.. just kidding. Don't want to wasting my time cause I can't wait to show you guys this video. Okay, this time I wanna share with you about talented. I know you guys sure ever hear about TV show, X-Factor, right? In that show there is sooooo many talented people with incredible and amazing performance of hidden talent for them to show. This is one of them.

          For the first time I watch her video of her first audition, I was soooo amazed and 'Wow!' with her magical and magnificent voices. Her voices is like an 'angel'! Her name is Aida Nikolaychuk, was born on 3 March 1982. She was thirty (30) years old in 2012. So it's been four years ago. Aida from Ukrainian and have her audition in Ukraine. I don't know where's Ukraine in World map but I think it is erm.. besides Russian. Wait, I upload the map.

Here it is, the map!

          I searched her detail in wikipedia said she actually participated in second season of X-Factor Online on 2011. Judges though she was being augmented by a 'phonogram' in her musical. Then, she sing a song a capella. When her video get reached a record views, she winning a weekly winner of X-Factor Online. In 2012, she got invited to do performance in Moscow and Berlin. And she also participating in third season of X-Factor. Of course, she's the winner on that season.

click the link down here to see her first audition :- 

https://youtu.be/hmvB0Tdmx18

Click this link to watch on her Final in 3rd season of X-Factor :-
https://youtu.be/eiOu1cQH4X8

Listen to her single album title 'We're under one heaven' :-
https://youtu.be/XM7aSgthmWs
*sorry can't find the lyric version

This is Aida first MV (maybe) :-
https://youtu.be/4U97Tp8ZLU8
*I can't find the title in Eng.

          The video that I'd share to you guys is her Live Performance last year, I think. She sang a song title 'Lullaby' by Polina Gagarina. Never heard the song also the artist. She changed a lot, right? Yea, that what will happened once you got a title 'singer'. I'm not telling that the bad side. It's good. She's still pretty but I like the old her. What can we do? 'Time changes, so do people'.

-I hope you enjoy her great performance and magical voices.
-Sorry if my info had a mistakes.

Nadobranich (Ukrainian term ; Надобраніч) (mean - Good Night)
By Aida Nikolaychuk, Nite from NuNa =3

Life : River Flows In You (Yiruma sing)

Annyeonghaseyo, (Korean term ; 안녕하세요 ) (mean - Hello)

          I know and very sure everyone knows one of The Greatest Pianist and Composer from South Korea, Asian.. Yiruma ( 이루마 - Lee ru-ma ). Here I'd found his performance live not even he was playing the piano, also sang the lyric version. I love this songs and I knew 'River Flows in You' also the most popular one among in the list. This video were uploaded on February 19, 2011. It was almost five years ago.
         A little brief about him. He was married with Son Hye Im on 27 May, 2007. Their have a daughter, Loanna was born on the same years. He started active in 2001 and released first album 'First Love' and on this album is 'River Flows in You'. Until now his album still in the top. And more importantly, his age now thirty-seven (37) but still look young, right? Ahahaha.. Don't misunderstood by his appearance because he's not a 'new-age artist'. He was born on 15 Feb, 1978.
         I've wrote the lyric down there so you can understand the meaning behind the soft, touched, deep and calm music. This was in 'Classical' music.


          



Korean lyrics:

Neoreul wihan gili hana ittdamyeon,
geugeon jigeum baro neo ane isseo,
geureohkedo gyeondyeonaelsu ittdamyeon,
geugose neoeui modeun geol mat gyeo bwa,

holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
cheoncheonhi deo cheoncheonhi nae mamsoge gangeun heuleugo,
holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
gidarim geu gidarim ggeuteneun naega isseulgga,

neol hyanghan nae mameul deo shimgo shipeo,
eonjena naega neol neuggilsu ittge,
geureohkedo gyeondyeonaelsu ittdamyeon,
geugose neoeui modeun geol mat gyeo bwa,

holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
cheoncheonhi deo cheoncheonhi nae mamsoge gangeun heuleugo,
holding you, holding you, it's in you River flows in you,
gidarim geu gidarim ggeuteneun naega isseulgga


English translation:

If there is a road made just for you
That road is right there in your heart
If you can, endure it through
Then put all of your soul into trusting it

Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Slowly more slowly... There is a river flowing inside me
Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Waiting the waiting.. Will I be there then?

I want to throw my heart to you
So that I can always feel you
If you can, hold onto it just a bit longer
Then try to put all your heart into it

Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Slowly more slowly... There is a river flowing inside me
Holding you, holding you, it's in you, river flows in you
Waiting the waiting... Will I be there then?


*I was copying and pasting the lyric because I was too lazy to write. I'm so sleepy right now (+.+) Have a nice dream and bu-bye~

 

Yiruma (right, seat) was collaborated with Henry Lau (left, stand) one of the Super Junior M's member on 2015, 'River Flows in You'. 

You can click on this link ---> https://youtu.be/wR_nfACHXw4  to watch it.

I guarantee it was awesome and great! Daebak!!

#LuvPiano #Classic #River #RelaxingNite

by Yiruma, luv NuNa

Life : Cinta Dalam Hati

Hola-Hola!! (Spanish term)


          

Here again, I wanna share this another sweet songs with you. This time we're gonna enjoy Indonesia's song, 'Cinta Dalam Hati'.
          If you guys remember, it's a ost from 'Mutiara' sinetron, TV9. Indonesia's drama starring actor by Dhea Anisa and Abe Surya Akbar. 'Mutiara' is a story about twin sisters 'Mutia' and 'Tiara'. Mutia is a kind and soft girl but she was ill. Difference from Tiara, who's tomboy, active and cheerful. I don't want to talk much about this drama. You can watch it on internet, of course! ahaha.. Oh, and one more things. I just knew this drama is adaptation of Japanese manga, 'Popcorn'.
          I think this one also suit for the story-line I've wrote about Umi Zafwa and Alex's life. Here you go, their 'feeling' in the song...

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

Mengagumi tanpa dicintai

Tak mengapa bagiku, asal kau pun bahagia dalam hidupmu

dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu

Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

Tak mengapa bagiku, mencintaimu pun adalah bahagia untuk ku

bahagia untuk ku

Ku ingin kau tahu

Diriku di sini menanti dirimu

Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktu ku

Dan berharap rasa inikan abadi untuk selamanya

Dan izinkan aku

Memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

Untuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

*music*

by Ungu, luv NuNa =3

Life : Sad Song

     
Hey, guys!

               


Let's feel each byte of the song, title 'Sad Song'. I like to share it with you because I love the way they're make it. Its look cute and sweet with the writing on the paper. And it remind me when I was in school, doing our exercise from whiteboard, finished our homework that teachers command you at home, doodling in the notebook when you were bored in assembly, jot down the note when teachers give you a hint what topic will come out in the exam. It's kind of cute moment back then.
          I miss my old school and the moment there. 😃😆 And I miss my teachers that always babbling everytimes when they're coming in class. Even it's not your fault. Malay people say, 'Sebab nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga'. Because of one person, we all in class have to hear it on. We were playing when PJ's time. We're drawing, scratching and painting on paper, canvas, banners and many more. I used to painted on wall with my friends at 'astaka' where all student gathered on Annual Sports. Eheheh.. That was one of my best memories.
         How your school?? Hope you also enjoyed the moment where we can't get it back.

#throwback #OldSchool

By We The Kings ft. Elena Coats, luv NuNa

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (6)

 
          Qhalida a.k.a Umi Zafwa take Alex to her old home where there is in village. Alex really hate to stay in old and small house like Malay people say, 'Sekangkang kera'. It's five times different than his bigger and luxurious house before. Qhalida really missed her stepmother and father so much. She proud to see her precious family again but not in her real identity. She have to wait until the nice time comes to appear.
         Every day Alex and Mak Yam, her stepmother arguing due to Alex's manner such as picky with all the things in the house even it's just a small matter it would become a war between them and rudeness toward her husband, Umi's father. Many times Mak Yam want to chased that stupid, useless, cruel and rude son-in-law. She was really upset after what has Alex done to her only daughter, Umi Zafwa and regret for having such a bad manner husband. She relieved Qhalida was here too. She's remind her to Umi. Only Qhalida can shut the loudness of them.
         Like what she say before, she willing to do anything for her husband. She replace a job where her stepmother working at doctor's house, Dr. Marwan as a babysit for half day. Though her stepmother not really in good condition. When Qhalida was not around, Alex feel lonely because no one he can 'bullying'. Occasionally, Mak Yam was intention to humiliate Alex by praise Dr. Marwan about his good manner, careers, responsible, loving single father (because his wife already dead and has one daughter) and she really hope Dr. Marwan will in marriage with Qhalida.
         Alex feel challenged by the words Mak Yam said. He realize he cannot live without Qhalida. Qhalida the only one left in his life. No one able to sacrifices as Qhalida do to him. Alex believes Qhalida never leaves him alone by himself. Alex's feel really jealous to Dr. Marwan. He don't want that doctor stole the only one he have.
          "I want you to stop working here. Right now!"
          "What are you doing? This is the only our income."
          "I just don't like you working here!"
          "Auntie Qhalida, don't leave me. You should stay with us."
          "Shut up, girl. She never stay in that house because she is my wife. Not your dead mother."
          "Don't you ever curse my late wife!" Punch!
          After that embarrassing incident, Qhalida quiet. She didn't want to talk with Alex. When Alex ask her to go buy him Nasi Lemak, she follow. On her walk to the stall, she met her friend, Pieka. She never knew that was the last time their were met. Pieka was accident when she pretend to be 'Qhalida' and bringing the Nasi Lemak back home on Qhalida's request because she just want to approve about her husband's feeling.
           "She's not Qhalida. She's my friend that disguised as me."
           "You're not Qhalida Prove it to me. Take of your purdah!"
           "Now, satisfied?"
           "You're not Qhalida but Umi Zafwa!"
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            Alex know Qhalida is actually her wife, Umi Zafwa from she become his maid even she cover her face with purdah every times. He know it. He knew because only his wife would do anything and everything for him. Only his wife able to sacrifices her own life to be with useless man and cruel husband. Only his wife willing to do all his stupid orders. He knew it. But...
          His egoist don't want to admit that he's wife. He too ashamed with all his sin and terrible and ruthless treatment to her before this, decades ago. He's afraid to face the reality. Lucky, him. Umi Zafwa accept him back with a big heart and open mind. Alex so lucky to have a kind and innocent wife like her. Alex was crying over and over to Umi Zafwa about their past. What all he has done before were too humiliate. Alex really regret about it.
         "I'm terribly sorry after what I've done to you, Umi. I'm so sorry."
          Alex promise to himself not to hurt Umi Zafwa anymore. He want to protect her all he might. He want to redeem all his guilty by achieve and get all his belonging and property that was dragged. He swear to get it back, for Umi Zafwa. He want his wife to be happy, healthy and wealthy. She don't want her to suffer and felt trauma at their house. He promise to pure it all his love. Even he had to give his beloved dog, Kevin that always stay besides him after the accident.
         "I do this because all I want is you. Only you, dear. I don't want anything."
         "I just want to stay by your side and hugs you tight."
         Mak Yam also didn't believe after saying Alex's kindness. He change so suddenly. If he become more worse maybe Mak Yam would believe. Alex apologize to his parents-in-law and the only parents he has in this world after his late parents. He promise to make sure their got enough expenses and good treatment to his father-in-law.
         As Raisya 'promise' before, she's come back. That's was because she don't have 'sponsors' anymore. And her friend told that Alex got back his company and were being bullish. That's why she want to take back her right.
        "Sayang, sayang percayakan abang, kan? Abang hanya sayang seorang." - Alex
        "Tak ada sebab untuk Umi meragui cinta abang." - Umi Zafwa

to be continued... #Penulisan2u, nite from NuNa

Life : I Knew You Were Trouble (Cover)

Hey, you! I've found something great to show you.. (>o<)/

              

First time I hear Rixton video, 'Me and My Broken Heart' I fall in trap by the lyric and Jake's voice, singer from this Band. I make their songs into my ringtone, seriously. Coz I love it!
           This relaxing midnight, I found this video and I was like, "Aaarrhh, my Jake covering one of my favorite singer's song, Taylor Swift!! OM JAKE! You make my day!!" Then, I posted this video here in less than one second. Ahahahaa... I love this cover sooo much and I can't help but share it to you guys! Here is the lyrics based on Rixton version so you can ENJOY it like MEEEE...!!

          What a great night today~ Heart you much, Jake..!! You really smart with that grey coat and style with that speak..! "But Your eyes tell me to stay, so why?! Why do we call this love?" Kyaaa~ 

Ooohh.. huu.. huu.. (trouble, trouble, trouble..)

Once upon a time, a few late nights ago

You were in my sights, I got you all alone

I found you.. oouh, I found you

You though I didn't care, you said I'd never change

Made so many plans, I had to rearrange around you

oouh, around and around and around you

Now I'm long gone, It was hard to see

Now I realize, you've fallen for me

But you knew I was trouble when I walked in

Shame on you 

For making up this rumors that I never did

And tryna put me down

You knew I was trouble when I walked in

Shame on you

For faking all these tears that you never shed

It's time to get up off the cold hard ground

Ooh, ooh.. trouble, trouble, trouble

Ooh, ooohh.. trouble, trouble, yeaa..

Won't apologize, I've never seen you cry

Even if you did

No, I'm not the reason why

Drowning.. oh, you're drowning, drowning

I had to walk away, I guess that's how it goes

Watch the curtain fall

'cause you're putting on a show

Without me... without me, without me, oh!

Now I'm long gone, It was hard to see

Now I realize, the joke is on me

But you knew I was trouble when I walked in

Shame on you 

For making up this rumors that I never did

And tryna put me down

You knew I was trouble when I walked in

Shame on you

For faking all those tears that you never shed

It's time to get up off the cold hard ground

Ooh, ooh.. trouble

ouh, girl.. you know you're trouble

Baby, oouh.. trouble

trouble-troublemaker, yeah! That's your middle name

Playing the victim, I suspect that you created the game

There was only one direction

And you've gone the wrong way

You can say what you want

But don't you dare say I've changed

And worst of all, you take everything I say so personal

I never meant it that way

With your heart on your sleeve

And your mind on forever

Girl, we.. are never ever ever

You knew I was trouble when I walked in

You knew I was trouble when I walked in

ooohh..
You knew I was trouble when I walked in

Shame on you 

For making up this rumors that I never did

It's time to get up off the cold hard ground

Hey, oohh.. trouble, trouble, trouble

Huu.. uuu.. trouble, trouble, trouble

*There were some mash-up line from Olly Murs - Troublemaker and Taylor Swift - We are never ever getting back together. 

Heart Jake, Heart Rixton, Heart Taylor Swift, luv NuNa =3

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (5)

          Every second, every minute, and almost every night she was crying.. crying.. and crying by her own self in the four wall and cold room. Many times she was scolded by the guard because of her voice that might bother other people but still her tears can't stop from fall. She not upset about the decision that made her in jail. She just miss like crazy to her one and only child. It's more hurting and painful when a mother had to be apart with her baby. Even this painful can't compare when she lose her pride and virginity. 

          "I miss you, my dear." 

        During the time she was in prison, she's not all alone. She made a friend, Pieka and Tom. They're a good friend. Even they were bad and not good initially. Umi Zafwa's again make it right to open Pieka and Tom's mind and heart. They promise to changed and be a good girl and better person when they got release from there. 

           Her father and stepmother never visit her even once. She really feel sad about it. She not blame them. She know her stepmother might be upset and disappointed about what she had done. Even she not in guilty and sin like her stepmother think. Her husband, Alex also did not come to visit her. Maybe her husband don't want to show to her child the bad side about me. Maybe Alex don't want her child see I am prisoner single mother. 

            Jason, her only friend always come to visit her there. Each time he come, he will tell her about the condition of her child. Her name is Fatin. According to Jason's story, she was growth up with healthy and beauty girl. She can read al-Quran. She know how to wear hijab. She's a kind daughter but not socializing much. She like to stay in the house. Umi Zafwa relieved to hear that but she can't take it anymore. She so hard missing her child that she no chance to breastfeeding and pour all her love to her own baby.
           "Mama miss you." 

          She know she had no chance to do that. What she can do is crying, crying and pray to Allah to protect and give a blessing over her baby. Now, she all alone. Pieka and Tom have been released. And, the day have come. She is tremble, afraid when the death penalty was prescribed. But she redha with all she have been through. "I believe in Allah's plan is the best of the best." Teardrop fall and she pray in heart. 

          Over twenty years she in jail. That's a long enough time to built herself, to rise up her feeling and get to move on by her own memories and all the things she had experience. Now, it's time for her to find happiness. And the only things in this world she want the most is her child and husband. That's her only happiness. 

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           "You kill Katherina! You stupid bitch! Go to hell!" 

          "You don't have to remind me. I know what to do with your child. Just like what you've done to my brother to change his own religion, you the one cause of my dead parents in tragic way.. you have to remember that, Umi Zafwa! You have to mind it how deep my revenge on you!" 

          "About your child, I know how to teach her in my way. I'll be grateful because my revenge will be reply to your child. Even if it's not strange when her own mother make sin with her own child. Like me too, with your loved child. Maybe she become beauty girl one day. She can replace late Katherina after what you have done. It's fair enough, right? I'll make sure one day.. you will smell the body of the sinner from your own child after she lose sanctity.. like you." 

          She was afraid what was Alex threaten comes true. She disguised as a maid in Alex's house called Qhalida. There also one lady take care of that house, named Bonda. Bonda told all the stories about Alex and her child, Fatin during she was not around. Her child were safe and know she was studying out from country. Umi Zafwa so proud of what Alex do to her child. She think Bonda doesn't know 'Qhalida' is the wife of owners house their work. 

           And there's one girl always together with Alex, Raisya. That young and sexy girl looks close and intimate. Who is she? Why her face does look the same like the little girl in the frame she saw on the living room? No.. no. She's not her child. Her name is Raisya. Not Fatin. But why Bonda told that Alex were lost his memories because of accident a few years ago? Is it true Alex got amnesia? Is it true Alex forgot about his own child, Fatin and herself as his wife? She believed Alex got an accident because now Alex have to use a wheelchair to live. But... 

             One by one all Alex belonging such as cars, company and house were dragged by banks. His company was bankrupt because loss of his ability to take care anymore. Raisya, the girl he depends on run away and said the lie that she will come back one day. 

            Qhalida, the only one left. She willing to take care of him. Alex doesn't like her for initially. But Qhalida don't want to give up. She so touched about what Alex have sacrifices to her child, Fatin. So it's time for her to take good care of her husband and change him to be a better person. Also want to make her husband in love with her. She know she's insane, accepting someone who wanting to destroyed her life long time ago. But she have to admit. She already in love and missing her own husband. No one know about it. 

to be continued... #Penulisan2u from NuNa

Life : When the last teardrop falls

Hey, there!

                 

This is one of the song I wanna share with you guys. I think it can relate to the novel I've read and write synopsis, 'Kerana Mahalnya Syurga'. The story is tells the sacrifices of a woman to her pride, her parents, her loved child and herself. This is the tragic-sad songs I found in youtube. And there's I wrote the lyrics. Try to think and feels the lyric and the synopsis before.

It's so hard to lose the one you love

To finally have to say 'Goodbye' 

You try to be strong, but the pain keeps holding on

And all that you can do is.. cry 

Deep within your heart, you know it's time to move on

When the fairytale that you once knew is gone

When the last teardrop falls 

I'll still be holding on to all of our memories

And all of what used to be

When the last teardrop falls

I will stand tall and know that you're here with me

In my heart

When the last teardrop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps moving on

But my destination's still unknown

Will there will be a time when I'll fall in love again?

When I was meant to walk these streets alone

If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight

It would be to have you right back by my side

When the last teardrop falls 

I'll still be holding on to all of our memories

And all of what used to be

When the last teardrop falls

I will stand tall and know that you're here with me

In my heart

When the last teardrop falls

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again

But the emptiness from missing you

Will never ever end, baby

When the last teardrop falls 

I'll still be holding on to all of our memories

And all of what used to be (between you and me)

When the last teardrop falls

I will stand tall and know that you're here with me

In my heart

When the last teardrop falls

by Blaque, luv NuNa =3

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (4)

          Umi Zafwa and Alex are married. Alex converted to Islam, just to pass the condition. Although they were married couple, Alex never treat Umi Zafwa as his wife. Their did not sleep in the bedroom together. What unexpected Alex forced her to sleep at balcony. There's no rooftop to protect from rain. There's no pillow, no blanket and no sleeping pad. Just herself with cold floor, windy, rainy and shabby bag from her late mother.
          Alex always giving orders to do everything in the house without thinking about her baby. She only ate once a day, even it's on late at night. She never complain about it. She just show her cool and calm face every time Alex do bad thing to her. She's really patient and strong through all this and that's really make Alex feel bad. Deep down in his heart, Alex know her wife is strong woman and he feel sorry about what he had done. He know he was wrong. And he hate that feelings. The more he felt sorry to her, the more Alex want to hurt and hurt Umi Zafwa.
          One day, Alex take his girlfriend home. The woman his late mother want to make it, Katherina. She's has beautiful body and sexy compare to her. Day by day their relationship became intimated. Alex just want to show his romance with girlfriend in front of his wife just to hurt her more. Even Umi Zafwa did not feel 'love' to her husband but as a wife no one will accept what has happened on her own eyes. No wife will accepted cheating husband. Alex know Umi Zafwa don't like what he does and he satisfied with that and want to do more than this.
          Three days Alex did not give her meal. She suffer and feeling tired so much until she have headache and she's faint. When she wake up, "Astaghfirullah.." She saw shocking situation is beyond reason in front of her own eyes. What the worst is Alex do sex with Katherina and tied up her on chair besides their bed. That's so horrible. She crying over that. She's really heartbroken of what Alex non forge to do and what more than that, she saw Kath's belly just like her. She's pregnant. What the different is Kath's belly is more healthy and big than her is just small because she didn't get enough nutrition and food.
          "I know, you might feel lonely. Here.. I bought you a 'friend'."
          "I'm with Katherina. You with black. Fair, right?"
          Alex bought a big and black dog to Umi Zafwa. That dogs look 'wild' just like police dogs. She pray to Allah, 'La ilaha illa anta, subhanaka inni kuntu minazzhalimin..' to protect her from attacked. And that dog release the rope that attached to her arm. With a new spirit she got, she trying to escape from that hell house. She realize there's no way Alex gonna changed. Alex is crazy. Too crazy too handle. She know Alex just can't accept the fate his parents dead but she had done of all this. She don't want to getting hurt anymore. That's all enough. She have to protect her baby. And she did.
         Unfortunately, her baby was sick and suffer from heart defect. She did not have money to make a surgery. She have nothing. Unless, her crazy husband willing to help her. Did he?
          Jason comes and want to help her to redeem his mistakes before. He know his fault by letting his good and kind friend to someone because of money. Now, he want to protect her from her crazy husband. He know Umi Zafwa suffered all the time and unhappy with the marriage. He also want to take care her child.
          "No, Jason. Give back my baby to her real father."
          When Umi Zafwa not around, Alex feel something different. "It's not like I'm missing her." He deny it. Maybe there's no one he want to 'play'. He admit only his wife willing to do anything for him. Only his wife not against his order. He also start to feel bored with his girlfriend. He kept delay their wedding date. One night, after his arguing with Kath about their wedding date the next day he got a news his girlfriend was killed in the hotel they were stayed. He was in shocked. And he the one that be blamed by the evidence police and hotels management got in CCTV.
          "It's not my fault! I'm not kill her! You have to save me!"
           Umi Zafwa make a deal with Alex. If Alex want to stay alive and don't want to get in jailed he must promised to protect her child, give her child a good knowledge and lessons, tell her child about Islam and make her child a good person in future. She don't have any choice. Only Alex she can think to save her child live.
          "I'm sorry, baby. Mama love you so much."

to be continued... #Penulisan2u.. from NuNa

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (3)

          Umi Zafwa. Let me introduce a little bit about her background. She has a father but her father was in critical condition and paralyzed after involved in accident. Her mother was died when she was young. And she has stepmother. They were really close like real family. Unfortunately, she was dumped by her own stepmother because of Alex's money. It's not like her stepmother into money for nothing. That money will helped for her father's surgery. There has no others choice. She had to do that for her husband's sake. "I'm truly sorry, my dear." She cry in her heart. 

          She have a friend. One and only friend she trust but she got betrayed. His name is Jason. Also the chinese man. She was found in the dark and quiet street where Alex throw her after the miserable she through. Umi Zafwa find it weird and a bit curious when Jason came without a clue and save her. How did Jason know she was there? And why it so easily Jason believe and know her condition? 

          Raymond. Finally, he come back to Malaysia after studying at Indonesia a few month before he know his parents was in critical condition. Actually, Alex told a lied about their parents to Raymond that their parents still alive and in bad condition. Raymond doesn't know his parents already dead in the same day in tragedy situation. Alex do that because he's really hatred and disappointed the carelessness of his brother about their family. For Alex, Raymond looks like he doesn't even care about they parents feeling when he's converted to Islam. When Raymond know about what Alex do to Umi Zafwa, he's forced Alex to take responsibility about what he had done by marrying her.
             "Alex, you shouldn't do that to her. It's not her fault."
            "You've to take responsibility. Marry her."  
             "What?! No way.  I'm not gonna  married with that woman."
      Raymond know Alex hate Umi Zafwa after what has happens to their family. He know his younger brother blame all this to Umi Zafwa. But, he also know Alex is not as bad like what he does. Alex just can't accept the fated in all this. He know Alex is a good guy and a good brother. Also a good son more than him. Too many things Alex sacrifices to their family. Alex, who had to forget his loved one and end their relationship because his mother do not approved it. Alex, who take over his father's company when the company was nearly wavered and bankrupt. Alex, who take good care when their parents was sick. And the biggest one, Alex do is his donated one of his kidney to him, stupid brother because of his drunk too much before. And he believe Alex also can be a good man for Umi Zafwa and take responsibility.
          "Umi, I know I'm wrong. I am terribly sorry after what I've done to you. Please, give me one more chance to take responsible on you." Alex pretend he's wrong.
           After Umi Zafwa verified she was pregnant, she had no choice but decided to accept Alex as her husband and a father for her child. She think that's the best way to keep her big secret about that terrible day. Once again, her lived being suffered and miserable day by day by her own husband, Alex.

to be continued... #Penulisan2u, NuNa luv novel

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (2)

          Umi Zafwa, the strong and kind woman who managed to open hearts of Chinese man to converted to Islam. His name is Raymond. After he figuring out about woman who save his life in tragedy night, Umi Zafwa who teach children about the beauty of Islam, history of Islam and verses holy from al-Quran. Raymond feel calmness, serenity and something in his heart hearing Umi Zafwa's voice when she reciting al-Quran. But Umi Zafwa who has pure and innocent soul did not know about Raymond's family that adhere to Catholic doctrine. And because of that too, all his family died and can't accept his decision.

          After Alex wake up from the sadness and depression a few month because of losing his loving family in tragedic. Alex make a move to find Umi Zafwa and want to settle his revenge for the sake of his family. His found her on the street in midnight looks like she just had returned from work. "I'm Raymond's younger brother. You have to come with me because he got an accident." Alex told a lie to Umi Zafwa and she believe it. 

         Umi Zafwa start to feel suspicious and goosebumps when they take a dark and long journey into the wild. "Hey, turn back!" She try many ways to stop unknown guy from go too far in but Alex not threatened even he's speed the car. "You're not going anyway." He smile smugly. 

          When they arrived, there all began suffering to pure and innocent woman, Umi Zafwa from ruthless guy, Alex. "You killed my father! You killed my mother! And you incite my brother to follow your religion! And you got this!" She was threatened by remove her hijab with violent, slapping hard because of intractability, and the worst is she been thrown into the pool by Alex's friends. She did not know how to swim, then she's drowned. But she still want to keep alive because she think of her duty to take care of his father's illness. "Father..." 

          When she woke up, the misery is still continue. Her hands and legs were tight up every corner of the bed. She screamed and cried loudly when Alex's friend torn out her shirt roughly until no more left. Now, She's nude. She's crying and screaming over and over when strangers hand touch her skin and body and begging for forgiveness and freedom for not her guilty. But Alex just laugh and laugh. He satisfied looking Umi Zafwa in pitiful. "I'm not asking much. I'm just want your virginity. Is that really hard to give?" Alex smirk. "At least, don't kill me. My father need me. He's sick." She's begging with the tear drop. That night, what she protect the most being seized by violent and lust. 

to be continued... #Penulisan2u, luv NuNa

Friend : relationship advice

 

There is some advice from Maddie Bruce + my opinion :

a) How to deal with jealous over friend?

- list 20 positive things about yourself : your honest, good friend, kind, trustworthy... think that maybe you have something they don't have. Maybe one of your friends is someone that cannot keep a secret but you can and people believe you more. Or maybe in silence you talented in cooking, who knows?? (You should find out a good spot on you!) And if they good in academic or sport, it's okay to be jealous over cleverness, high confidence, actives people. They can be your motivation to be as good like them. Believe in yourself!

b) what to do when your friend is down, upset, depressed??

- spent time with them! : I. chill them up. Maybe they don't want you to be there, she/he want to be alone.. but just... don't ignored your friend. Yea, everyone is stubborn. But believe me, deep down in their heart, they need you. They need someone can see through inside them, they did not being fine. You can chill them with chocolate, cake, movies, sweet things...
II. Say that how much she/he really means to you. Show them a compliment. With this positive words from you, maybe she/he will feel a little bit better.
III. Let them know that you're not gonna judge them. They can trust you. But, if it serious and really serious you can try to talk with one of your friend's family that you can trust.

c) what to do when your ex-friend doing horrible things to you??

- Ignore it. Leave them be : They might be angry and lashing out on social media like twitter, facebook.. they make themselve like stup*d. If it getting worse, you can do report or tell your parents or someone you trust to stop them. Actually, this is can ruin your imaged and make people think negative and curios to social with you. But, for me.. you should discuss with that person what she/he's really problem and what you do wrong. Make a confession between you guys so that both side will (hope) satisfied.

I too have experienced this situation and I do make the way I wrote it. And it work! We still count 'a friend' because... maybe we just meant to be friend. =)

d) What would you do if have a lot friendship/group member but have an argument with people in that group??

e) Is it possible to have 'awkward friend'?

- Yes, it is. Malay people say, 'Tiru macam saya...' ahaha.. all that person doing is copying your style. Everything you do, that person will do. Everything you wear, that person will.. try to wear. Even if that person not so close to you, but it's still... ergh! Annoying, right?

f) what to do if you have friends but you don't get invited anywhere with the group and you just left?

- Just think that maybe.. their think you can't/won't come along, they might think you busy... or they just being immature. You can ask them if you want to know the truth behind this. Why you didn't get invited?? Just ask them to be honest. If there's, find another friend. Why would we stick to people if they don't want to have some fun with us, right??

g) how to deal with Fake Friends??

- Fake friends is where you giving, giving, giving and you received nothing back. So, make sure that it is mutually benefit friendship. Just be a cool kids because Echosmith say, "All the cool kids, they seem to fit in." 😆😆😆

h) what to do if your best friend get a boyfriend and...?

- Maddie suggest, just spent time with other friends.

And many more question and suggestion from her. Hope this video give you some knowledges and open your mind so that you know how to deal with friendship. It's just a random question and not specific one. Hope you guys enjoy! And more thing, don't you think her fluent remind you of Disney Movie such as Cinderella?

keep calm and luv friendship, NuNa =3

Kerana Mahalnya Syurga (1)

Title : Kerana Mahalnya Syurga

Written by : Imi Hafimi

          This story begins when Raymond, the eldest child Masters Honghui who always having fun at the nightclub, drunk, changing girlfriend and unleashing passions without feeling pity. Though before this he got punched and warning from the related people the girl who had be done, he never changed and he became worse. Although he is loving son and still family first, he never be matured and irresponsible as the eldest son, he just want to have fun, enjoy and satisfied his young life every night with woman.
        Raymond. His attitude so opposite to his younger brother, Alex who is more mature, intelligence in work, more respect for elders even his brother is out of control. Alex always advising his only brother to change and be a good son of his parents and brother to him. Not to shame their family names and images.
         One night, he came home drunk. He does not noticed that a group of men came not only bring revenge, also with the hard and sharp weapons to end his life. He beg to God for his forgiveness and sin of guilty he do. He know it's too late for that but, who knows Allah is the Best Planner and miracle can happen in Allah's will. That night he think he would die in sadly, pitiless and unforgiving was survived by a women with hijab and jubah. 

         He never thought that night with suspicious women not only save him for life and changed him become a better person but also changed the whole of his family perception hearing his pure hearts, "I've converted to Islam." After a few weeks, the whole world turned upside down. His father died because of high blood pressure that Masters HongHui suffer a long time ago. His mother is over stress until she becomes insane. And she died because she too aggressive then run away to the road and got hit by the car. While his younger brother, Alex who is lovely and caring person also changed to hate him the most and blame all this tragic happened because of that unknown women. 

            Alex swear to the God, he never ever let that women life in peace after he lose all people he love the most. "I'll suffer her till the end she's breathe."

to be continued... #Penulisan2u, luv NuNa